Chapter 132 - I Miss You (2/2)

Only powerful humans could walk into the other dimension in their human's body and come out safely. That was why Siji had always forbidden her to open the door that led to the other dimension.

Regarding his hair, he always had that hair even before he died and turned into ghost. He said he had taken care of his hair meticulously by following his mother's recipe of silky hair ever since he was a young boy.

Seeing that his appearance was the one in his thirties, I could imagine the effort he had put to take care of his hair. But really, his hair was so beautiful I couldn't bother to mask my envy look.

Well, now that I looked at it again, even though I still felt envious, I was not feeling bothered anymore.

For now, I needed to know what happened to Tom and Uncle Ben. I took my phone and tried to dial the number, but then I remembered... the fee for international call was so expensive! As a child who lived alone without any job, I couldn't afford the fee for international call. I could only wait for Uncle Ben to call me first. Why wouldn't Uncle Ben install Whatsapp or Line in his phone? That way I could call him without having to worry about roaming, right?

I put down my phone, feeling dejected. What should I do? I missed him already.

”You must be thinking about that human, right?” Siji guessed. Seeing that I didn't respond him, he assumed that he was right. ”Milady, it's best not to drag other humans in your affair. I think that man, Sanjaya, is enough to help you. I don't see any benefits of letting another human around you.” He said politely, back to his old self as an adviser.

”I'll let him decide about that, Siji. Since I've promised him that I would wait for him, I will wait for him.” I calmly told him, not feeling offended a bit with what he told me.

Siji didn't say anything after that and I didn't bother to look at him anymore. My mind drifted to when I was still with Tom. Every single things we did together, every arguments, and every dreams he cast upon me.

With every memory we had together, if he forgot about it, what would I do? I asked myself that question.

Well, as long as he was alive and healthy, it was enough for me. About us? I would let fate decide for us. If we were meant to be together, fate would bring him back to me. I was sure of that.

Tom, did you know? Sanji had said that he would not give up on me. If you really forgot about me, I would go with him.

It was not a threat, but... Yes, it was a threat.

Talking about Sanji, I had not seen him for almost a week. I wonder if he was busy. Since he lived in a contracted room, I couldn't visit him lest giving those 'haters of mine' reason to attack me. Seriously, I preferred to take care ghosts and shadows instead of these haters of mine that mostly consisted of middle aged aunties who worked harder than a CCTV and journalists.

”Siji, could you check on Sanji, please? I haven't seen him for almost a week. I'm afraid something happened to him and he didn't want me to know. Since he can't see you, you can observe him for a while before you come back and report to me.”

Siji stared at me for a while, as if hesitating to do my order. But, before I could ask, he had bowed down and disappeared.

It's strange. Why would Siji give me that look? Why did he hesitate to do my order?

Usually, he would directly confront me if I gave him an order about something that may be a bit complicated or problematic, and he had never hesitated to do that. That was the first time he looked hesitated yet he still did it.

What was it actually? Did he know something I didn't know?