Chapter 181 (2/2)
”Hum, the teachers of this era are really too young, or the uncle version with more mature temperament ten years later is more to my appetite ~”
”Wow, I'm so sad to say that ~” the teacher rolled on the rockery.
No, no matter which teacher, I like best!
“……”
“……”
After a moment of silence, I looked up at the teacher.
”Teacher, actually...”
“？”
Actually, I like you.
I like you best.
”Actually, today is my birthday.”
Finally, I still couldn't say it. I could only show the same cowardly fake smile as before.
”Hey, you didn't say it earlier!” The teacher immediately got busy and confused: ”don't you have time to prepare birthday gifts!”
hasn't got time?
I looked up and found that my body was disappearing from my fingertips.
Ah... Is this the time
Finally, the helpless teacher gave me the cat bell around his neck.
”Goodbye... Finally, thank you again. My only student. ” The teacher sat on the rockery with a smile and looked at me with gentle eyes.
Because cats have less facial muscles, they generally have no expression, but teachers are different. Cats will show a very humanized look on their faces.
At the moment, his expression coincided with the teacher ten years later.
”Goodbye, teacher.”
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It's so painful.
Shuttling through time and space can cause damage to the soul. I knew this as early as ten years ago.
But compared with the pain in my heart now, the pain in my soul is nothing.
After changing history, aunt Xingyan won't die. The teacher won't disassemble his final holy sword, and there is no reason to return to the past.
In that way, after the teacher cut off the half spirit for our family, there would be no more connection.
... naturally, I am no longer a teacher's student, and the time I had with the teacher will never happen again.
From now on, my teacher and I are completely irrelevant strangers.
”Woo...”
If I had a body, I must have been crying now.
I knew this would happen, and the teacher told me it would happen, but in order to make the teacher no longer suffer from the past, I chose to change history for him.
”Why is it me...”
I thought I was ready, but I didn't expect to lose my teacher and all the fetters established in the past ten years.
Why do only I, as a special point, retain all the memories of the previous timeline?
If I had known, I should have made a desperate confession just now. At least I don't have to return to the cold future without teachers with such painful thoughts.
”Teacher...”
”Teacher...”
”Teacher...”
He called him again and again, but the heart wrenching pain could not be restrained.
The next moment, the surrounding environment and my body came back.
I'm in a clearing full of weeds.
From the time displayed on the roadside holographic billboard, I should have returned to the day in the past ten years.
”Here is...”
I'm impressed with the surrounding buildings.
No, it should be said that it looks very familiar.
”Are you kidding...?”
In the original era, now this wasteland should be rented by the teacher to study cutting the timeline, and with the help of the super management office, a Taoist temple should be built.
This is also the place where I spent the longest time with my teacher.
But now, everything is gone.
I spread out my palm and held the brightly colored cat bell with the collar still with the teacher's body temperature in my hand.
Then, because of the baptism of time gap, the bell and collar decayed at a speed visible to the naked eye and turned into a handful of ashes.
”Woo...”
The last line of defense in my heart collapsed.
I knelt down in the grass, holding the ashes of the last connection with the teacher, and burst into tears.
The heart seemed to be gripped by an invisible hand. It was so painful that it couldn't breathe.
Then I realized that after ten years of first love, I was officially lovelorn just now.
Everything is gone.
If I had known it was such a painful thing, it would have been better not to know the teacher at all——
——No, sure enough, even if it's so painful, I can't forget the teacher... I've never known such self deception, and I will never admit it
I wiped away my tears and sucked my nose.
The teacher must still be somewhere in the world... I'm going to find him. Then re-establish new fetters.
I'm not willing to give up like this!
Absolutely unwilling!
”I said, it's such a big person. It's too exaggerated to cry after I said two words?”
At this time, incredible voices came from me.
It was a familiar, reassuring voice.
”... teacher?”
Looking back, I saw that as usual, the uncle version teacher in a white coat was standing there helplessly.
”What a big man, still crying like a kitten.” The other party handed me a handkerchief and said angrily and funny.
”Why are you here...”
I took the handkerchief and asked stupidly.
”You won't forget. Today is your birthday. Everyone is waiting for you in Ying apartment.” He touched my head. The temperature in his hand was still the same as usual, warm enough to intoxicate me: ”you are my proud student.”
With that, he turned and walked in the direction of Ying's apartment.
“……”
Although something has changed, there is still something that hasn't changed.
The impulse in my heart made me pull the corner of his clothes.
”Well, what's the matter?”
The teacher looked back blankly.
”Teacher, actually...”
This time.
Absolutely say it!