Chapter 102 (1/2)
How to put it?
Although Xu Shenxing, who is also a left behind child, can understand to a certain extent that huakaiyuan is far away. He has been abandoned by his parents for more than ten years. The only person who raises himself like a family member is actually his father's old lover. Not only that, even in the process of growing up, he will be looked at differently by others, just because the mother who abandoned her is a monster.
In addition, as a yin-yang teacher, I am gradually infected by the values of Yin-Yang teachers for generations. It is not incomprehensible that I will hate my biological mother as the source of everything.
But Xu Shenxing always felt that the girl's way of thinking was distorted by her resentment against her parents for abandoning herself, which made the hatred a little subtle.
”I said it from the beginning. It's not such an interesting story.”
Seeing the expression on Xu Shenxing's face, huakaiyuan naturally guessed some of his thoughts. The girl lifted the middle and long hair that covered half of her face because of the strong wind behind her head and set up a telescope again.
Xu Shenxing also felt that the distance between the girl and herself had increased invisibly.
Only now did he understand why the girl was so indifferent to others, and why she chose to confess these past things to herself just now.
I'm afraid the girl named huakaiyuan has been alone since the death of her aunt named Yimei.
Not accepted by Yin and Yang masters because of their birth; Contact with mortals is also mostly in the task. Not only can we not understand each other, but just make a better relationship at will, maybe innocent people will be involved in supernatural events; The identity of Yin-Yang master doomed her to be unable to live in peace with monsters unless those monsters volunteered to become her form God
If you think so, Xu Shenxing's current identity is really very special for girls.
Most of the so-called gods in Fusang Shintoism are actually similar to monsters, but they will not be rejected by Yin and Yang masters; Xu Shenxing's own strength also determines that he will not be in any danger due to his relationship with distance; In addition, Xu Shenxing (because he doesn't have the money to rent a house) stubbornly depends on the girl's house, which makes the girl have a certain degree of his personality, so she will tell her past. I hope she can get Xu Shenxing's understanding.
Unfortunately, Xu Shenxing failed to live up to her hope.
So the girl finally loosened her heart and closed it tightly again.
”Actually, I'm almost like you.” Very unhappy with this feeling, Xu Shenxing scratched his head, then sighed and told his life experience: ”that was before I became a God (and Savior). My mother left me and my father when I was very young and ran away with a rich man. My father is an archaeologist. He doesn't make much money. He has to travel all over the world. He can't go home several times a year. But unlike you, I don't have that 'Yimei aunt' to take care of me. I'm the only one in the empty apartment from childhood to childhood... If I hadn't been pulled by a childhood sweetheart, I'm afraid I would have degenerated into a bad person. ”
”Lord God...”
Yuanyuan turned back in surprise and looked at the young man sitting with his knees against the wall with an indulgent look on his face.
”Until something happened later, in short, although I was not bald, I became stronger. If I want to, it's not difficult to find my mother. It's not even impossible to make my father tall, rich and handsome and slap her in the face. ” Xu Shenxing smiled a little bitterly. He fiddled with the bangs on his forehead and whispered, ”when I first returned to the earth, I did have such an idea to make the vain woman regret and let her know that the son she regarded as a burden has become so great now... But I finally gave up. Because in doing so, you can get nothing but emptiness, distortion of your desires, and greed for the lightness of that moment. ”
”I'm not going to catch that man for the pleasure of revenge...”
Huakaiyuan smashed the telescope in her hand on the railing far away, and the lens broke suddenly. Obviously, the girl lost her usual calm.
”What's that for? Do you really hate your mother so much? ” Xu Shenxing's words were like a knife inserted into the girl's weak heart: ”if so, why do you subconsciously choose the word 'seize' instead of the 'retreat' used by Yin and Yang masters?”
”That's because...” the girl said half, biting her lips as if she were enduring something, silent.
”That's because you want to see her again, don't you? In fact, you always miss your mother and want to see her again, but the identity of Yin-Yang master is like a shackle that imprisons your real thoughts, right? ” Xu Shenxing pressed step by step.
”I take back what I said before, Lord God, you are a bad guy.”