Chapter 534 If One Had Never Seen the Light (2/2)

Jacob kept driving. He did not notice where he was heading. He did not realize that he had come to Emily's former apartment. Jacob stared at the unfamiliar building, numb. But something familiar occurred to him.

'Where am I? Why would I come here?' He felt so confused.

However, Jacob pushed himself to ignore the strange feeling of that building and drove back to his own villa-Tyrone Mansion.

Back in Tyrone Mansion, Jacob cast a glimpse at the big dinner table and the empty house. He had suddenly lost his appetite.

Something named ”loneliness” was haunting him.

It was the first time in his life that Jacob realized what ”loneliness” meant. It felt like thousands of ants crawling in his heart, not painful but extremely uncomfortable. He was not used to feeling this way.

It was such a strange feeling for Jacob. He did not like it one bit.

In Jacob's memory, he knew he was always alone. So he should be used to living on his own. 'But why do I feel so uncomfortable and upset? It feels like someone was with me before, but all of a sudden she disappeared, ' Jacob mused on.

If one always ate bitter melon, then he would get used to it. But then he had sweets for a change, so he would feel very bitter if ever he ate bitter melon again.

This was just how Jacob felt right now.

If one had never seen the light, then he would get used to the darkness.

But who gave Jacob the first sweet? Who brought him the first beam of light?

Jacob tried his best to recall, but his memory failed him. He found nothing but his empty heart, hallow with cold wind pouring in.

'Did I really lose something important?

Why do I feel that whatever that was, I would never get it back again...' Jacob frowned.