Chapter 1169 - 1169 – Stellas Worries (1/2)
Silence.
Gravis looked at the equipment he had carelessly thrown to the side with regret.
Gravis had assumed that Stella was creating the Formation Arrays, not the entire equipment.
Stella had put so much work into everything, but Gravis had thrown everything to the side.
”I'm sorry, Stella,” Gravis said slowly. ”I didn't know that you have forged all of this equipment.”
”Does that change a thing?” Stella asked calmly.
”What do you mean?”
”It's not about you caring for my feelings or anything. It's about the truth, and the truth is that all my efforts have amounted to nothing.”
”As always,” Stella added with a regretful expression.
”Hey, your equipment is still very good! After all, I didn't lie when I said that I hadn't seen these Formation Arrays before. If you created them, that's wonderful!” Gravis said with a reassuring tone.
Stella sighed.
”That's not it, Gravis,” she said as she looked at him with complex eyes.
”I know why you did what you did. You saw something that bothered me, and you took care of it. You care for me, and that's why you went out to spend a ridiculous number of God Stones just to get this huge chunk of ore. You thought that this entire thing was troubling me, but you thought incorrectly,” Stella said with a sigh.
Gravis wasn't sure what he should think right now. ”What do you mean?” he asked again.
”Gravis, put yourself in my shoes for a bit,” Stella said. ”I love you, and I want only the best for you, and I know you feel the same way towards me.”
”You give me equipment. You give me safety. You give me Laws. You give me everything.”
”Yet, what do I give you?” Stella asked.
Gravis raised an eyebrow.
”I can't help with your equipment,” Stella said.
”I can't help with your Laws.”
”I can't help with your tempering.”
”I can't help you when you're in danger since you're much stronger than me.”
”I want to help you with something, but there's absolutely nothing I can do,” Stella said with a shaking voice.
”When you condensed your Sin Aura, I tried everything in my power to help you. I gave it my all! I taught so many disciples. I gathered so much money. I tempered myself so many times just for you,” Stella said in a louder voice.
”Yet, what did that do?” Stella asked quietly again. ”What was my help worth?”
”You told me that Orpheus dealt with 30% of your debt and that the Myriad Sect also dealt with something like 20%. You dealt with the remaining 50%.”
”So, what was my help worth? Has my help even made a difference? You know that, even if I didn't help, you would have had no issues in surviving.”
”Something was threatening my husband's life, and it's my duty and desire to help him. Yet, I'm just a small pebble on the mountain that helped you get through your Sin Aura.”
Gravis remained silent.
”Even more,” Stella continued. ”All the power I have also comes from you. I'm only this powerful because I have an outstanding husband with the Law of Empathy.”
”I know that the others don't think that way, but I feel like I'm only in the Star God Realm because of you. Nearly all of my Laws come from you. I see how hard everyone else is working, and I'm so impressed with their dedication and their growth in power.”
”Meanwhile, I only have to wait for you.”
”I could sit on the ground for a million years and not do anything, and you would eventually still give me several level eight Laws by then.”
”I don't even have to temper myself since I don't need to fight to comprehend Laws. A Will-Aura isn't necessary when I learn all the relevant Laws regardless.”
Stella looked to the side with absent eyes. At this point, she wasn't even sure if she was talking to Gravis or to herself.
”You also wouldn't need to worry about me anymore. I would safely reach the Divine God Realm eventually by doing nothing. I could spend time with you whenever you need me, which is literally the only thing I can do for you.”