Chapter 125: Talking About the Past (1/2)
The hall remained silent as everyone was waiting for the answer of the Guild Master. The Guild Master moved the steel balls in his hand around a bit, no longer trying to crush them. While he looked at Gravis, he seemed to be in deep thought.
”If you regret what you have done, why have you not come in for punishment? Why have you continued slaughtering my disciples?” the Guild Master said with a severe tone.
Gravis didn't falter. ”I know that killing me would be just and fair. I have killed Gorn so I can only bring justice with my death, but is that the best? I trust in my strength, and I know that I can repay the whole Lightning Sect for every death when I reach sufficient strength. If I were to die now, how could I repay what I owe? Gorn's death would be not only tragic, but also useless. If I manage to repay the Lightning Guild, his death has, at least, meaning.”
The elders and the Guild Master listened to Gravis and fell into thought. Was killing Gravis just? Yes, he obviously deserved to be punished for killing his Guild Master. It would be fair for everyone if Gravis were executed for his sins. Yet, what Gravis said would also be true. The guild would have acted just, but both deaths would be meaningless.
”You act like a gambler,” said the Guild Master after some seconds. ”You have already lost so much money, and yet you continue betting to hope to make up for all your losses. Do you not see that your path leads to nothing but destruction and pain?” he asked.
Gravis sighed but remained stalwart. ”I realize that I am acting like a gambler, but there is a clear difference between a gambler trying to get his money back and me,” said Gravis with shining eyes.
”And what is that?” asked the Guild Master, leaning back on his throne.
”A gambler has minimal control over the outcome of their bet while I have full control over my strength and what I do with it,” said Gravis with shining eyes. ”I have many reasons to become strong, and all of them drive me forward. It's impossible for me to fail on my way to strength because that would betray Gorn's expectations and the expectations of even more people. I can't fail!”
The Guild Master released an unamused laugh. ”How very grand and arrogant of you,” he said. ”I could crush you with only one finger, and there are many more powerful people than me in this world. How can you speak of having control over your destiny when so many people can just destroy you?”
Gravis didn't falter. ”I trust in my strength, and I don't need to win against everyone to become strong,” Gravis explained. ”I don't need to think about winning against my enemies. I only need to survive, and as long as I survive, I will become strong.”
The elders in the hall were discussing silently with each other. They had never been in this situation before. They did have very talented disciples in the past who committed a grave crime, yet those disciples either accepted their punishment or became enemies of the Lightning Guild. Gravis didn't accept his punishment, but he also wasn't the enemy of the Lightning Guild, at least from his point of view.
”So,” started the Guild Master again. ”If we continue sending disciples after you, you will continue on your way, even if it means killing them?” he asked Gravis.
Gravis continued unabated and looked deep into the Guild Master's eyes. ”I have no choice. I need to become powerful to repay my debt and to not betray Gorn's expectation. He wanted me to become strong, and if I don't, then what meaning does his sacrifice have?”
The Guild Master sighed a little. ”So, no matter what happens, you will continue killing our disciples in the future, even if you don't want to, all to reach the strength necessary to repay the Lightning Sect. There is truly no good way out of this situation. The whole fight brings only pain to both sides.”
”It is necessary to continue on my way to not make Gorn's death senseless,” Gravis said.
The Guild Master laughed bitterly. ”Gorn's intentions may not be as pure as you believe, Gravis,” he said with a mix of amusement and helplessness.