46 Chapter 45: Waking Up to Something Different 4 (1/2)

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Date Published: March 24, 2020

Chapter Title: Waking Up to Something Different (4)

Chapter no. 45

(Second Princess Wang Roushi's POV)

There are times when I feel so alone. I feel complete emptiness, yet I try my best to divert my attention and take my mind away from thinking that I really am. As a princess I grew up in the palace with heavy burdens and dire responsibilities; a woman of noble birth, a dutiful daughter and a promising leader. High expectations, numerous standards of societal rules to strictly follow, proper etiquette and posture, governmental affairs that needs my ideals and tons of other things. I feel deeply suffocated. I feel caged in a life I have never wanted to. And exhausted in living what the norms expect me to do. Where will I seek freedom?

Can somebody hear me out there?

I feel incredibly isolated.

I feel like an outcast, instead of a princess.

I feel trapped.

But not until I wandered the manor of Qin's clan and met someone so inspiring that it kept me hooked up whenever she speaks nor she moves. Qin Zetian, I'll always remember her name whenever I try to close my eyes. She is a lady of a different kind, riding her journey to success and inspiring me to be the same. To follow my desires and go against the tides. But I'm still learning from her, I'm not that brave. For weeks of spending time with her I finally found a new meaning to the word 'friend'. A friend is not just an acquaintance or a companion, a friend is a sister from a different family and I get that.

She is like an older sister to me.

She is my one true friend.

And she taught me how to be an upright woman, who helps the needy and changes people.

But right now all I could think of is worry for her safety. We arrived safely at the manor, but she chose to stay there for some odd reasons. But I got her message, something bad will happen if we don't go home. But it doesn't justify the fact that she's not yet back, what if she encountered assassination?

”Big sister Ruru, will we see big sister Zeze again?” the eyes of a child speak of her sadness, then tears fall from her eyes. I hugged her tightly, I too am afraid that she'd be gone for long.

”Yes Weiwei, we will see Zeze soon. Come, let's get inside the manor and explain everything okay. Let's not warrant unnecessary problems, so help me keep Zeze safe” Weishen nodded