Chapter 244： Goodbye (1/2)

I looked at him, trying to keep my voice from shaking.

”Chu Xingzhi, let me go, and let yourself go.”

If I had hesitated before, but when I learned that I was pregnant, my hesitation disappeared immediately.

I still remember when I was a child, because of my identity as an illegitimate daughter, I was laughed at by neighbors around me.

They often throw stones at me, saying I was brought by my father,

At that time, I would always cry and ask my father if it is true. But my dad always hugs me, and then tells me over and over again, that's not true, I am his little princess.

But even so, the actions of those people still left a shadow in my heart, and it has been impossible to erase it until now.

I don't want my child to go through all this. I think when my child asks me why he is an illegitimate child, I cannot be as calm as my father.

I am afraid that my emotions will collapse.

Whenever I see my wife beating the junior third in the street on TV or in the media, a picture will automatically appear in my mind. I was beaten by Nan Sheng on the street while my child was watching. .

Such a scene scares me.

”Chu Xingzhi, you can't escape from Gu's family, and I can't escape from my own demon. I don't want to be the third person in your marriage. Whether you marry your partner for profit or not, I can't bear all this.”

”What's more, I can't face the death of my parents.”

He should know that during this time, I did not sleep well.

Every time I close my eyes, my parents will appear in my mind.

This kind of scenes made me feel a little breathless. Every time I think of their deaths, I think that it's because of me.

”Their death has nothing to do with you.”

There was finally a touch of warmth in his cold eyes.

”Each of you is telling me that this matter has nothing to do with me. But if I wasn't with you, I would not provoke Nan Sheng.”

”I can't confidently say that my parents' death has nothing to do with me. I can't even be able to be happy with you after my parents die!”

”Chu Xingzhi, I can't do it!”

Finally, I said everything from the bottom of my heart, this is my biggest demon.

It's also a demon that I can't restrain.

The way I looked at him slowly became blurred in front of me.

My lips were suddenly kissed.

He kissed me frantically, as if he was about to take me apart and swallow me.

His kiss was overbearing and crazy, and this feeling made me scared from the bottom of my heart.

I tried hard to push him away, but with my strength, it was impossible to push him half a point.

Just when I was about to suffocate, he directly picked me up sideways and threw me on the bed.

”At least today, you still belong to me.”

His voice was fierce and decisive. I looked at his frantic eyes and wanted to refuse, but his crazy movements did not give me any room to refuse.

His body was pressed on my body.

Without any foreplay, my face was pale in pain.

I was worried about the baby, but couldn't tell him that I was pregnant.

I was afraid that once he knew that he was pregnant, it was even more impossible to let me go.

I gritted my teeth and endured the pain he brought me.

He asked for it frantically, until he was extremely tired, and then left from my body.