Chapter 190： You really let me down (1/2)

Looking at her red eyes and the only little milk stain on her jeans, I couldn't help but laugh, but my heart was getting cold.

Does Chu Xingzhi really fail to understand such a clumsy lie?

But he still blamed me for the sake of Xiaohe.

Such him really makes me unable to understand.

”Am I humiliating you?”

I looked at her coldly, and said, ”Am I humiliating you?”

”Lin Xi, do you dare to say that you don't like Xingzhi? You are just jealous that Xingzhi now likes me, don't you?”

Xiaohe stopped crying, but the grievance on his face did not diminish at all.

While she was talking, she leaned into Chu Xingzhi's arms. That appearance reminded me of Lin Xue.

The original Lin Xue was like this in front of Chu Nian.

So, is history going to repeat itself?

”If a person doesn't love me anymore, does it make sense for me to be jealous of the person he loves?”

I sneered and looked at her: ”Does such a clumsy trick really make sense?”

I looked at Chu Xingzhi. At this moment, Chu Xingzhi pressed his lips tightly and did not speak. I watched him holding Xiaohe's hand, but never let go.

”Chu Xingzhi, you make me feel that the thing I regret most in my life is knowing you.”

I don't believe that Chu Xingzhi could not see clearly this clumsy trick, but he still favored Xiaohe. Such Chu Xingzhi made me feel unfamiliar and made me feel regret.

I turned and left the cafe. They never stopped me again, and I never looked back to see what they were doing.

Actually, what they are doing is not important anymore, is it?

If he doesn't care about this person, no matter what he does, it won't affect my emotions.

It is difficult to forget, but I will work hard, try to forget everything he and I have had, and forget the vows that have been good.

When I returned to the office, I still became the focus of my colleagues in the office.

When they looked at me, I was not as emotionally fluctuating as before, but was able to concentrate on work.

The lesson I learned from Chu Nian is that a man can still find another man, but a good job may not wait for me.

When I returned to the hotel from get off work, as soon as the door was closed, all the strength in my body seemed to be pulled away in an instant. The feeling of powerlessness made me a little suffocated.

As if I was idle, all the previous images kept appearing in my mind and couldn't be eliminated.

I simply picked up my leather bag, changed into casual clothes, and wanted to go outside.

I want to make my life busy. Only in this way will I slowly forget him.

As I walked, I unknowingly walked to the entrance of the night market.

At this point, the night market has just opened, and the surrounding shops have already set up stalls. There are not many tourists. It seems a little deserted to watch the scattered guests shuttle through it.

I originally wanted to turn around and leave, but at this time, my stomach groaned, and then I remembered that I was at the company during the day and hardly had anything to eat.

At this time, a sentence suddenly appeared in my mind, turning grief and anger into appetite.

I think this sentence really suits me now.

Simply walked in and looked at the familiar sights around me, it seemed that I had gone back to the time when I walked through the streets of the night market with Chu Xingzhi.

At that moment, I really thought I would go on like this with him.

But the cruel facts are telling me that everything is just my good wish, an impossible wish.