48 Chapter 1 (2/2)

”Oh come on, Evangeline. Both you and I know that what we have will never turn into something serious like marriage.”

Rolling her eyes, Evangeline replied, ”Fair enough.”

Daniel huffed a weak sigh. His face was turning solemn once more. ”But Sisley is different . . . ,” he said, voice serious as his expression. ”I never thought what she feels for me is so deep that I'm beginning to feel scared, to tell you the truth.”

He was a human being, first and foremost, and crave that connection. The warmth of the opposite s.e.x. The need of being needed. But he knew it was unfair towards the woman at the end of the day. Thus, he only dated women with high self-esteem and self-worth. And most importantly, knew when to call it quits. Evangeline was like that. His other exes were like that.

On the other hand, Sisley . . . she was very different. He didn't know when his emotions got the best of him. Usually, this type of girls, the type which gave their all to love without hesitation, he avoided them at all cost.

Was it because he suffered some kind of emotional turbulence during his one-year relationship with Evangeline that he unknowingly craved so much for warmth from the opposite s.e.x to thaw his frigid heart from the past icy treatments to the extent of disregarding his reasons?

Come to think of it, Evangeline was also at fault here.

Pursing his lips, Daniel glanced at the nonchalant woman who was sipping her tea, utterly devoid of any worries whatsoever.

He closed his eyes and sighed. This is probably my karma.

Opening his eyelids, Daniel leaned forward towards Evangeline. His face, remorseful.

”Look . . . I mess up . . . big time. And I'm asking for advice on what to do. I know I'm probably the last man you wanted to speak to . . . But you're the only person I could think of to ask for counsel.”

Evangeline peered at the helpless man and decided not to make it difficult for him.

Even if she didn't like Sisley, she had to take her side on this since it was clearly Daniel's fault. He knew what would happen, but he still went for it. What an idiot.

Still, Daniel was better than most since he was aware that what he was doing was wrong and was willing to take full responsibility from the consequences of his actions. Compared to those men who pretended that they didn't know they were fooling around, completely dismissing everything to the comfort of all kinds of excuses and justifying their wrongdoings like it was the most natural thing to do.

And besides, Daniel was repenting and wanted to set things right. Thus she couldn't exactly be hard on him.

”I don't know what advice you wanted to hear, but there is no going at it than saying it straight to her face. The earlier it is, the better, don't you think? The longer you wait, the deeper the pain. On her part, of course, since you are the jerk who didn't think of the consequences before you asked her out.”

”. . .”

Daniel sighed again. He didn't know how many times he did that. He was unable to retort to all of Evangeline's insults towards him. He knew she was right. This was all his fault and precisely because it was his fault that he was reluctant to hurt the other party.

It was okay if he received all the blunt alone. But in the end, Sisley was the one who would be hurt the most.

True, he likes her, but the depth of his feelings compared to hers were like heaven and earth. He could feel her like for him wasn't normal anymore. It was like her world revolved solely around him, and that was what scares him –– the reason he was holding himself back from breaking up with her.

But Evangeline was right. The longer it continues, the more hurt both of them would be. There was no going around it. He could only break up with her —fast!

Daniel sighed again, more ma.s.sive than the last as he poured himself another tea, yet he didn't drink it. Instead, he played with his teacup, changing the subject since his head could no longer take the heaviness of his thoughts.

”How are you and Eric, by the way? You guys going out now? Why is it that I feel the air around you two has gotten cold? Especially Eric. Did you do something to offend him?”

Evangeline sipped her tea before answering, ”None of your business.” Her tone was harsher than she let it out to be.

Ever since that night, when they shared a memory. When she let out some of her feelings to him, Eric had been . . . cold.

She practically restrained herself not to erupt in a fit of anger when he canceled their plans to have a da— to buy ingredients every morning so he could make her breakfast and lunch.

Adding insult to her bleeding pride, he treated her coldly with obvious indifference. Even though he no longer worked in the cafeteria, he disappeared every time during lunch. Sometimes she thought he was avoiding her.

Furthermore, he no longer allowed her to ride his bicy— no longer accompany her to her house after school, nor spend time with her during his free time, nor chat with her if it was not related to school stuff. Using the same excuse over and over again — 'I have work.'

It was like he was a completely different person altogether, pushing her to the edge of her wits more than she liked to acknowledge.

She didn't know why he changed.

It is because he noticed that I depended on him too much?

Evangeline shook her head.

NO! No!

Depend? Me? On him?

She inwardly sneered.

I just explained myself since he is my servant. Having a servant doubt his master is unacceptable.

She nodded her head.

That's right. It's my responsibility to correct him about some issues regarding me.

I didn't do anything wrong. Rather, he is the one who turned rude and arrogant.

She bit her thumbnail as she was having internal struggles.

I guess I have to punish him for his att.i.tude. I have become lenient with him lately that he forgot who his master is.

Shaking his head, Daniel watched the lengthy play of Evangeline's ever-changing expressions.

Comforting to know that I'm not the only one who is having trouble.