Chapter 456： A dusty childhood (4) (1/2)

Perhaps it is the best result to keep the dust away forever.

Let everyone be well and live their own lives.

”Hehe, I'm okay. I didn't expect this matter has passed so long, and I still feel sad when I think of it. You know how Lier hates his mother, right?” The sister-in-law smiled slightly.

Lin Moge nodded, ”Well, I once persuaded him that he would not live in hatred anymore. However, he can't get rid of it at all. After all, the most dear and beloved person can cause more harm.”

When she was in Vancouver, Su Yirou knelt down and begged him for forgiveness. I am afraid, this knot of heart will never be solved, right?

The sister-in-law said again melodiously, ”Originally, I also hated his mother with Li'er. But later, as I got older, my heart opened up. In fact, after all, she was also a victim. For her, son is the stain of life, the shame that can never be erased. My elder brother is extremely overbearing, and will not consider what she thinks at all. He only does things according to his own ideas. In this way, the barriers are growing. The deeper, in the end, only this one will end... If my elder brother let her make a living, she would not make such a choice... Even if this kind of thing happened to me, I might be the same as her. practice……”

Lin Moge was a little puzzled, ”Is it necessary to hurt innocent children in order to be free?”

”But if he threatens you with a child? Then you have to bear the humiliation and stay with him for a lifetime? You know, you know, you are someone else's substitute, you will never have love, and you will never see the light...”

Sister-in-law said while looking at her meaningfully.

”Moer, if it were you, would you be willing? For the sake of the children, would you sacrifice your life? Or would you take the children to liberate? Fighting with Lier for a deadly death?”

”I……”

Her heart trembled. She had never thought of such a problem.

”Sorry sister, I just think about how to make the children grow up happily, whether it is with father or mother, to be happy. Others, I really haven't considered...”

My sister-in-law smiled comfortedly, and took her hand tightly, ”Mo Er, do you know that you are really different from others. It's just like you that my sister-in-law feels lucky. The children have a mother like you, so that's why Will he grow so healthy? Actually, after I knew that Lier had a child, I was really worried that when the child grew up, he would become another Lier.

But now, Yue'er is cheerful and naughty, Yu Han is well-behaved and kind, I know that all this is thanks to you... Even Li'er is different from before. Sister believes that after a long time, Li'er will definitely Will return to the original kind and warm appearance...”

Without waiting for Lin Moge to speak any more, she was the first to speak, ”Moer, I know you are marrying another woman in Weier Lier, but he loves you, and he is the only one in his heart. So, sister-in-law I apologize to you for Li'er, these days, you have suffered...”

Perhaps Lin Moge should say that he is not suffering.

But I can't say it anyway.

Is it bitter?

When she resolutely left her two children two years ago and went to a strange country alone, she was really afraid and bitter in her heart.

Gu Shen gave birth to a little star, and then while taking care of the little star, while forcing herself to study hard, it was really hard when drawing comics to make money.

In those days, she often could only sleep for a few hours.

The rest of the time has been spent on caring for my son and work.

Because I wanted to become stronger, come back again, and find a pair of children, no matter how difficult the life was, I survived.

Even thinking about it now, those hardships have become the motivation and experience in life, supporting her and going smoother.

”As long as the children can grow up peacefully and healthy, I can do anything.” She smiled and said slowly.

My sister-in-law's expression is a little sad, she has no children, so sometimes, she also envied the taste of motherhood.

”What if I let you stay with Li'er like this? I don't have a status, I can only silently guard the children... Are you... willing?”

Lin Moge was startled slightly, and his heart was sad, ”No... even if I love the children, I won't be by his side. That would only hurt another woman. Die'er paid so much for him, he I also love Die'er deeply, and being able to come together makes me really happy for them. I will not use children as an excuse to get involved in other people’s lives...”

Because she followed Wang Yun into Lin's house when she was a child, she had already had enough insults.

She didn't want to impose the humiliation and shame she had suffered on the children.

She wants the children to grow upright, without looking at anyone's face, let alone being accused by any foul language.

I would rather let the children live in a single parent environment, rather than having their mistresses on their backs, such abuses as wild species.

”Hey...” Sister sighed leisurely, ”It seems that the distance between you and Lier is too deep. If I said, the person he loved has always been you? Dieer has paid a lot for him, so He couldn’t give up. But that’s not love. Sister-in-law really didn’t expect you to be where you are now. Why are people so secretive about love? People who love each other can never see each other’s hearts clearly?... …Mo Er, I really don’t want my sister, you two missed it for nothing...”

Lin Moge smiled, ”Even if we really love each other? She has a promise that she can't let go of. Moreover, the two of us are not to be missed. We have never intersected... originally from two worlds, always There is no parallel...”

He personally said that he loves her.

Now, my sister-in-law is also helping him with good things, trying to tell her from the perspective of others that he really loves her.

But, so what?

The person he wants to marry is not her after all.

Who said that he would not marry a woman who has no feelings?

Since he had already decided to marry Die'er, his feelings were still there.

Now, the fragments in her mind are gradually pieced together.

Want to come across Die'er when he went to study abroad alone?