Chapter 230: Hindsight (1/2)
There was no sound in the hospital corridor in the early hours of the morning.
The two stood opposite each other, but they were speechless.
Perhaps they are all right from their respective perspectives. But when it comes to children, they are all wrong.
Lin Moge only felt a slight pain in his lower abdomen, perhaps because he was too impatient just now.
He asked with his fingers subconsciously protecting his belly, and took a deep breath.
”Do you know? Since knowing that you are the father of the children, I have thought about you and my future, the future of the children countless times. I know that you and I are not in the same world, if not That surrogacy may never have an intersection. But now that there are children, I have to think about them.
I have imagined countless possibilities, what would you do if you knew about Yue'er's existence. Even when I was in Greece, I had a vision. Will there be a day when our family of four can return to the beach and be together happily. But in the end I found out, no, it was just my extravagant hope.
In your heart, I am just a toy, just a bed partner. I am not qualified to be your wife and the mother of your children...”
Her voice choked unconsciously, and water mist filled her flushing eyes.
But he raised his head and resisted, not letting the tears fall.
Quan Jianli's brow furrowed and tightened, and her lips became dry.
Lin Moge smiled sadly, ”Originally, I had an extravagant wish for marriage, but later, after learning about your cleanliness of marriage, I gave up. As long as you love me, I don’t need marriage, as long as I can give the children a complete My home, I can do anything. So, I ask you again and again, if you love me or not, what am I to you.”
Anguish filled the bottom of her heart, and she calmed down for a long time before she reluctantly continued, ”On the night of the rainstorm, you said that I was your own woman, and I was really happy. Even this sentence is enough.
However, when I asked you if you love me, you said that you love my body. At that moment, I was completely awake. In your heart, I am an unclean woman who is only worthy of being a plaything, and the so-called woman in your mouth is nothing more than an elegant way of saying everything.
You will never admit that I am the children's mother. If you know about Yue'er's existence, you will definitely use all means to **** Yue'er away from me. ”
Quan Jianli's knuckles were white, and blue veins broke out on her forehead.
No wonder she, who never cared about these, suddenly asked him over and over the past few days, who is she in the end.
He insisted on asking him whether he loves her or not.
He thought that she was satisfied with his answer.
Now I understand that she was not satisfied at all, but cold hearted.
That's why she left with Yue'er secretly, intending to disappear from his world forever.
The heart is pained like a knife, and the breath is also stinging. The pain is so red that the eyes are red and the orbits are about to split.
Subconsciously he took out a cigarette, held it between his fingers, but did not light it.
She seems to have been standing for a long time, with some soreness in her calf.
His face became paler.
Take a look at him, take a deep breath, and try to calm herself down, because Chubai has instructed her not to be too emotional for the baby in her belly.
”He was taken away from Yuhan in his lifetime. I didn't have time to hug him. Do you know how uncomfortable that heart-piercing feeling is? If it hadn't been for Yue'er by my side, I would never I don’t have the courage to survive. But now, you have to **** Yue'er away from me...”
Tears couldn't help falling, and she quickly turned around, not wanting to be seen by him.
With a hoarse voice, ”If you want to blame me and punish me, I can apologize and do anything. But please don't vent your anger on the children, they are innocent...”
Patter.
The blue flame of the lighter burst out and lit the cigarette at his fingertips.
He sucked hard, and the trembling of his fingers eased slightly.
Glancing at her back, turned around and left in a hurry.
As if fleeing in a hurry...
When he first learned that she was leaving with Yu Chen, he couldn't wait to kill her himself.
But now, after understanding what she was thinking, she wanted to kill herself.
It turns out that all this is because of him.
I was eager to know the reason, but now I really know it, but I am in a panic.
She wants a peaceful life and an ordinary marriage. He will never give it to her, but he can't let go of this woman.
Li Ye had never been so helpless before. His peaceful life, ever since he met this woman, has been all messed up, messed up into a mess, clueless and unstructured.
If he could, he would rather have not come back from abroad, and never met her...
In that case, his life is still in his own control, even if it is cold and boring, it is better than the current burnt.
The voice-activated lights in the corridor lit up with the sound of his footsteps.
Then it goes out again.
Li Ye stood in the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers, and his heart gradually settled down.
What she said was all two children.
In order to give the child a complete home, as long as he loves her, she can sacrifice everything to stay with him.
But he has never been mentioned.
This time, between him and her, there were no other men, but two children were involved.