Chapter 205 (1/2)

I don't know that after a long time, the emperor's voice was a little tired: ”no matter what, a Shao, what I said today, you'd better think about it.” After saying that, Jiang Ruan and Lin Chamberlain were about to leave the house, and they avoided to one side of the house. After the emperor left, housekeeper Lin looked at Jiang Ruan, hesitated for a moment, and said, ”what does the young lady want to know? You might as well go to ask the young master now. The young master won't hide anything from you.”

Jiang Ruan nodded, thought about it, then Shi ran entered the study. In the study, Xiao Shao sat at his desk. He didn't know what to think. He was not surprised to see her, but said, ”did you hear that?”

Jiang Ruan nodded. Xiao Shao is a person with martial arts skills. Her martial arts skills are not weak. Just now, she stayed outside with housekeeper Lin to breathe. The emperor couldn't hear the sound, but Xiao Shao didn't hear it. I'm afraid she wanted to hear it. She sat down beside Xiao Shao. The black background of Xiao Shao's collar was inlaid with Kirin pattern, showing a deep golden luster and cold light, which made him look very cold.

”Ah Ruan, I have something to tell you.” Xiao shaodao.

”Just right,” Jiang Ruan said with a smile, ”I have something to tell you.”

Xiao Shao slightly a Leng, some doubt of see to Jiang Ruan. Jiang Ruan looked at the thick pamphlet on the table, which was neat and neat, as if to show how often the master read them. Xiao Shao was careful and cautious. Many things he didn't say didn't mean he didn't know. The husband and wife each have their own secrets. Jiang Ruan always wants to confess. Now Xiao Shao mentions them first, but she feels that it's better to let her tell them first.

”Do you remember that when I came back from Mount Canaan, I had a word with you,” Jiang Ruan said with a smile. ”I said I had something to tell you.”

Xiao Shao said: ”I remember.”

”That's what I'm going to tell you now.” Jiang Ruan sighed, and his eyes were a little disappointed: ”in fact, I don't know what you will think of me after listening to it. Maybe you keep away from me, maybe nothing will happen. But anyway, I will go on. I think we should be honest. ” Her tone is magnanimous, even if there is a trace of indeterminate hesitation, but also after a short stay to continue.

”You probably asked the royal guards to check me about the disaster relief food in the general's residence, my elder brother's ambush in the forest and master huijue. You must have a lot of doubts, and sometimes you may even think that I'm a prophet. You don't know that I'm fighting against Xia's family because of Xia Yan's harm to his mother, but now I'm also blocking Xuanli. Including Li Dongquan's family. ”

Xiao Shao stares at her deeply. It's true that all the things she said are what he doubted at the beginning. The royal guards still can't find out how magical they are, and the only possible thing seems too absurd.

”You must be surprised why your highness thirteen has a lot to do with me, and Liu Taifu seems to want to help me. I always know something about the court. It's no coincidence, Xiao Shao. ” Jiang Ruan looked at him and suddenly laughed: ”because I already knew what would happen. I have experienced all these things myself. I have died once, Xiao Shao.”

”Ah Ruan.” Xiao Shao suddenly export, he frowned: ”you don't have to tell me.”

Even if it's just a few words, it's shocking enough. Every one of these words is not acceptable to normal people. And Jiang Ruan himself did not find that, even if she tried to cover up, in speaking of these words, the eyes in the end showed a strange crazy.

”You don't believe me?” Jiang Ruan asked.

”No, I believe you.” Xiao Shao said: ”I just feel that if you want to say something that makes you miserable, you can not say it. I don't have to know. I don't care what happened in the past, as long as you are by my side now. You will always be my princess. ”

His tone is insipid, his look is also cold, without waves, but his eyes flash a little imperceptible connivance. Jiang Ruan looked at him and suddenly laughed: ”but I'd like to tell you that some things have been held in my heart for a long time. If you can share some with me, I'll be much more relaxed. At least let me feel, this life I am not a person

Xiao Shao was slightly stunned, and did not speak for a moment. After a pause, Jiang Ruan said slowly, ”what you see now, I shouldn't have been like this. When I was five years old, my mother died and Xia Yan became my own mother. On the surface, she was very kind to me. Jiang Su Su was also very amiable, but my servants always bullied me. I didn't understand at that time. I just thought there were many slaves in the house. I didn't understand until later that if there was no command from the master, how could the maidservant dare to bully the girl in the house like this. But anyway, I was finally sent to Chuang Tzu, and my elder brother was secretly hinted by Xia Yan that as long as he left, they would not treat me badly. He left home when he was young, and we were separated from each other. ”

”Later, I lived in Chuang Tzu. Chuang Tzu's life was very bad. Everyone forgot that I was actually the legitimate daughter of Shangshu mansion. Many times I didn't live as well as my servants. Zhang Lan and her daughter took all my belongings and made me a slave. Their dandy son even wants to fight with me. ” Jiang Ruan noticed Xiao Shao's frowning and said with a smile, ”I think the royal guards also told you about these things. You know”I didn't meet Wang Yushi that year, and I didn't get vindication for it. I stayed in Chuang Tzu for eight years, and got the news that my elder brother died in the battle. I thought that life was hopeless. Shangshu mansion in the capital seems to leave me behind. I have written many letters, but I have never received a reply. I thought that all my life I lived in Zhuangzi until I died. But in the eighth year, someone came from Jingzhong and wanted to take me back to Shangshu mansion. I was very happy that my father finally remembered me. ”

What she said is mindless. If ordinary people don't understand what she is saying, Xiao Shao just stares at her quietly. Her eyes seem to be mixed with complicated emotions, and her wristband hand clenches into a fist, trying to suppress her amazement and look at her calmly.

”When I was taken back to Shangshu mansion, I was in front of the gate of Shangshu mansion. Under the attention of all the onlookers, I was shabby and had no rules and regulations. Like a beggar, I accepted the warm greetings of Xia Yan and Jiang Su Su Su. The more pure and virtuous she is like a fairy, the more dirty I look. At that moment, I feel deeply ashamed. ” She said these words in a flat tone, but her nails were sinking deeper and deeper: ”not long after returning to Beijing, it was the annual Lantern Festival, on Linglong boat. That time, you didn't come, and all the noble children in Beijing were there. Jiang Su Su asked me to do a dance, so that I would not lose the face of Shangshu mansion. She told me that I only need to do the dance at the banquet of Chuang Tzu. On that day, I fell down from the Linglong boat and was fished up, becoming the laughing stock of the whole capital. ”

She pinched her fingernails deeper and deeper without any sense, even the blood stains appeared. There are many injuries in the world that will not fade with the passage of time. If she doesn't think about it, she won't feel pain. When she thinks about it, every memory is painful and unwilling. Just at this time, a slender and cool hand stretched out and gently opened the finger that she deeply pinched into the palm. For fear that she would hurt herself again, she wrapped her little hand in her slender palm.

Jiang Ruan looked at his actions blankly until he realized the warmth of his palm. She took a deep breath and gradually calmed down: ”later, Jiang Su Su and I went to all kinds of parties together in the name of the daughter of Shangshu mansion. Xia Yan invited a husband for me, but never taught me how to read, write or take charge of Zhongfu. She only said that women didn't have to learn those, just let me learn music, dance and zither. I don't know anything. When I go out with Jiang Su Su every day, outsiders will only praise her for her excellent color and art, but they are gaudy and vulgar women with me. ”

”Later on, the name of the” grass bag beauty ”disappeared. I don't know when rumors came out of Beijing. Chen Zhao bullied me in Chuang Tzu. I just said that I didn't know how to love myself when I was young and that I knew how to seduce men. It's really bad virtue. At that time, I was just around the corner, and my reputation was in a mess. ”

Xiao Shao slowly grasped her shoulder, straightened her half body and leaned against his arms. When he took her into his arms, he found that Jiang Ruan's body was as stiff as a piece of wood, and her whole body was very tight, as if she was extremely nervous. Xiao Shao patted her on the back and comforted her. Jiang Ruan continued: ”when the reputation is so bad, there is only one person who treats me kindly, that is Xuanli.”