Chapter 1032 (1/2)
”But I didn't,” Harry complained. He spoke as loud as he could to try to release the heavy guilt in his heart. The confession obviously relieved the terrible pressure in his heart. ”I have no practice, I'm impatient. I should let those dreams, as Hermione advised me, if I didn't dream where I should go, today would not be Today, I will not... ”
What broke out in Harry's head, to defend himself, to explain
”I tried to see if he really caught Sirius. I went to Umbridge's office, now taffel's office, and talked to kretcher over the fire, and he told me Sirius was not there and that he had gone out with van Lin!”
”We did go out.” Van Lin nodded, ”but it's not the Ministry of magic. Sirius and I went to another place to find Professor Lupin.”
”I also saw Hermione, and Hermione asked me to think about it, but then Taffel is a Death Eater, professor. She is a Death Eater. We should
”I'm sorry, but she's gone. We didn't catch her.” Dumbledore said, ”she won't stay there, will she?”
”So we got nothing?” Harry asked.
”Not so.” Dumbledore said, ”strictly speaking, we are not prepared, can have such a result, is fortunate, of course, this is my fault, I should not stay away from, or because of some things, just give Voldemort the opportunity.”
”They say that you are not in England, nor is the main force of the order of the Phoenix...”
”It's just an illusion, Harry!” Dumbledore said, ”in fact, Voldemort's recovery is far beyond our imagination, so it is necessary that we take some measures to check him, at least not to make him so comfortable.”
”But not...” Harry said angrily that he didn't hate to trade himself for Voldemort's flaws. This is what Harry always wanted to do for the order of the Phoenix, but it didn't include that he was played around like a monkey.
”So,” Harry stood up, ”you're not ready? What's more, it's an illusion. Fanlin said it was a trap, but... ”
”Voldemort started faster than we expected.” ”You have to calm down, Harry, because of some things, you've lost the least sense of judgment.”
”Judgment? I reminded you, through Through Hermione... ” Harry said. He thought of the girl in the fire.
”Oh, yes, as soon as I came back, Hermione told us about you.”
”Good. What about Snape?” Harry thought of it all of a sudden, and then spitted, ”you haven't said him yet, have you? When I told him Voldemort caught Sirius, he laughed at me as usual And, obviously, she's familiar with that one
”Harry, you know Professor Snape can only pretend to be indifferent to you in front of taffel,” Dumbledore continued. ”But as I explained, when you told him about it, he immediately informed the order of the Phoenix. When you don't come out of taffel's office to heal, it's him who misled professor taffel when he tried to force you to tell you about Sirius
Harry was indifferent to this, and was pleased with Snape's reproach, which seemed to partly lessen his own abhorrent guilt, and at the same time he hoped that Dumbledore would approve of himself.
”Snape, stop teaching me mind defense!” Harry yelled. ”He threw me out of the office!”
”I know!” Dumbledore said heavily, ”I have said that although I thought it was the most dangerous thing to say that your mind was completely open to Voldemort in front of me, it was still my fault not to teach you in person.”
”Snape made it worse. My scar often hurts more after class.” Harry remembers Ron's comment on the course, ”how do you know that Snape wasn't trying to lower my defense level to make it easier for Voldemort to enter...”
”I believe in Severus Snape!” Dumbledore said simply, ”but because of another old mistake, I forgot that some of the wounds were too deep to heal. I thought Professor Snape could overcome his pain about your father, but he was wrong
”Is that right? Is it? ” Harry yelled, ignoring the disapproval whispers and shocked expressions of the portraits, ”snape was right to hate my father, so I hated Voldemort...”
”Oh, there's nothing wrong with that. In fact, most people think that.” Dumbledore's face moved. At least Harry has been on the track he expected.
”So, we will take every means to attack Tom...”
”Does that include me?” Harry finally asked about the guilt of dragging everyone into danger from the beginning, and now, questioning Dumbledore, he was the one who was used.
Sirius and vanlin, these are the executors. In fact, if it were not for them, Harry would have been taken away by Voldemort.This makes Harry feel very contradictory, and Dumbledore said that he was not ready, so, if he was caught, this matter should not be expected by the order of the Phoenix.
If it's really a trap, Dumbledore, as the most powerful one, naturally has to wait for where he is, or take the crystal ball with him now, and then choose a good place.
Or do you want Voldemort to deal with a bunch of members of the order of the Phoenix?
The result is obvious, almost everyone is blocking, but the result? He and vaseline were chased by Voldemort. If he was not lucky enough, he himself would be the first to die.
”I'm afraid so!” Dumbledore said calmly, ”of course, this also includes all the people, including van Lin, you, me, Sirius and so on. Our goal is there.”
”Of course, the most important thing is you, Harry!” Dumbledore said sincerely.