Chapter 37 - 36 (2/2)

”Whatever. Look, after I came to know about BDSM I was intrigued by it and read books on it and watched a lot of p.o.r.n to know everything about it. Ofcourse it scared me but today was not that bad. And to tell you the truth I can't wait for you to play more with me” said Rose.

Ermanno smiled and said ”you are something else little girl”

Rose moved a little and straddled him and asked ”why do you call me little girl. Is that one of your kinks to play daddy and little?”

”You are not an innocent girl , are you? Now you know about ddlg? What kind of books were this that you read?”

”We live in the world of internet. No one is innocent. And I read exotic novels and dark romances where they teach you everything about BDSM and for visual tutorials there is always p.o.r.n” said Rose.

Ermanno smiled at Rose and thought 'if I didn't hate you I would have loved you' ”What are you thinking? And you didn't answer my question. Why do you call me little girl?” asked Rose.

”I guess the name is stuck. I have always called you that” said Ermanno.

”I was an actual little girl then and you didn't f.u.c.k me before. But now I am all grown up and when you call me that, it sounds like you are thinking of me as a little girl and f.u.c.k.i.n.g my a.d.u.l.t body. Did you want to f.u.c.k me then too?” Asked Rose.

”NO” Said Ermanno with anger and continued ”I didn't want to f.u.c.k you then. I liked you but didn't want to f.u.c.k you when you were a child. I AM NOT A PEDOPHILE” screamed Ermanno and pushed Rose off him and got out the tub.

Rose followed him and walked in the closet wrapped in a towel.

”Ermanno I didn't mean to upset you” said Rose.

”Forget it. No one will understand. I have some work and will stay up late. Do not disturb me” said Ermanno and walked out of the room after wearing a t-shirt and sweat pants.

He walked down the stairs and picked his laptop and phone from the living room and walked in the guest room in that floor and locked it.

He placed the laptop and phone on the bed and walked into the bathroom and sat inside the bathtub.

He thought for few seconds and started sobbing and repeated only one thing.

”I am not a pedophile. I am not a pedophile. I hate you Rose to have made me like you when you were young. I hate you for making me feel what I felt for you. I am not a pedophile. I am not ...” Cried Ermanno hiding his face in his hands.