83 To Have and To Hold (1/2)

Chapter 83

ERIKA LEIGH PARLAM

I think I'm going to get used to embarrassing myself when it comes to Andy.

Though she's really cute in her innocence but I want her to step up in 'this' side of our relationship.

It's not like I'm needy or whatsoever, I just want her and I want her to need me. Something like that or…

Or was I not attractive enough?

'Gosh'

Looking at Andy, I think she's in turmoil. She just stood stiff and still; a statue. And her swallowing hard didn't pass my eyes unnoticed.

I sighed in hopelessness and rested my forehead just in her chest.

I stared right on the floor.

”I want you.” I said in a quieter voice.

”I want you to be the one wanting me first.”

”Pushing me first.”

”Kissing me first.”

”I'm not used to being in the lead.”

I lifted up my gaze back at her.

”Do me.”

Gosh, how shameless of me but I didn't care anymore.

'I'm burning'

'I want her!'

With that, her eyes darkened and her breathing sped up.

And damn, she lifted me up towards the bed like I'm a cotton; weightless.

She laid me down carefully, with my hip between her thighs. And she removed her top swiftly... then she removed mine.

My heart raced and I could tell likewise with hers. Then she hovered down at me putting both of her elbows at the side to support her weight.

I instinctively bit my lower lip as it trembled in anticipation of brushing her lips with mine but she stopped a foot away.

”There isn't a single person in this world that I want more than I want you Erika.” She uttered hoarsely.

”I just needed permission; consent.”

”Which I dare not asked.”

I swallowed repeatedly with that.

'Gosh Andy'

”I got a lump in my throat every time I attempted to.” She continued.

”I'm so weak.”

”But I love you...”

”And I want you too.”

Then her lips caught mine in a hard kiss. We wrestled with our tongue and I felt the bed rattle against my back as she shifted her body, pressing against mine.

'god'

I moaned as I felt the brushing of our skin sends shiver down my core.

Then she broke the kiss and her tongue travelled down to my neck.

I moaned again as she was half-biting and half-kissing me in there.

I raked a handful of her hair as she bit and kissed every sensitive part of my neck down to my collar bone.

'Damn'

She's also unclasping the hook of my bra while she's at it.

'god'

I felt the burning desire begun to twist inside me.

Then she ran her tongue down more but before she reached my nipple, I stopped her.

She lifted her gaze up on me; confused, but despite that, I could see the sparkling desire in those eyes; wanting, lustful.

”Wait, are you sure about this?” I asked, unsure.

I know I shouldn't be the one asking that but it bothered me that she might regret it after.

”Be sure, you won't regret this.” I added.

She just smiled.

”I won't regret this.” She answered earnestly.

”I, Kaileen Andy Lewis, will only have you in this life.”

'Damn'

I was really becoming a cry baby. I let out a soft cry after hearing that.

'Just who would not?'