Part 30 (2/2)

But to the utter destruction of most such hands as Geoffrey held, loving women never will play according to the book. Their conduct imperils everything, for it is obvious that it takes two to bring an affair of this nature to a dignified conclusion, even when the stakes are highest, and the matter is one of life and death. Beatrice after all was very much of a woman, and she did not behave much better than any other woman would have done. She was angry and suspicious, and she showed it, with the result that Geoffrey grew angry also. It was cruel of her, he thought, considering all things. He forgot that she could know nothing of what was in his mind, however much she might guess; also as yet he did not know the boundless depth and might of her pa.s.sion for him, and all that it meant to her. Had he realised this he would have acted very differently.

They came home and took tea, then Mr. Granger and Elizabeth made ready to go to evening service. To Geoffrey's dismay Beatrice did the same. He had looked forward to a quiet walk with her--really this was not to be borne. Fortunately, or rather unfortunately, she was ready the first, and he got a word with her.

”I did not know that you were going to church,” he said; ”I thought that we might have had a walk together. Very likely I shall have to go away early to-morrow morning.”

”Indeed,” answered Beatrice coldly. ”But of course you have your work to attend to. I told Elizabeth that I was coming to church, and I must go; it is too sultry to walk; there will be a storm soon.”

At this moment Elizabeth came in.

”Well, Beatrice,” she said, ”are you coming to church? Father has gone on.”

Beatrice pretended not to hear, and reflected a moment. He would go away and she would see him no more. Could she let slip this last hour? Oh, she could not do it!

In that moment of reflection her fate was sealed.

”No,” she answered slowly, ”I don't think that I am coming; it is too sultry to go to church. I daresay that Mr. Bingham will accompany you.”

Geoffrey hastily disclaimed any such intention, and Elizabeth started alone. ”Ah!” she said to herself, ”I thought that you would not come, my dear.”

”Well,” said Geoffrey, when she had well gone, ”shall we go out?”

”I think it is pleasanter here,” answered Beatrice.

”Oh, Beatrice, don't be so unkind,” he said feebly.

”As you like,” she replied. ”There is a fine sunset--but I think that we shall have a storm.”

They went out, and turned up the lonely beach. The place was utterly deserted, and they walked a little way apart, almost without speaking.

The sunset was magnificent; great flakes of golden cloud were driven continually from a home of splendour in the west towards the cold lined horizon of the land. The sea was still quiet, but it moaned like a thing in pain. The storm was gathering fast.

”What a lovely sunset,” said Geoffrey at length.

”It is a fatal sort of loveliness,” she answered; ”it will be a bad night, and a wet morrow. The wind is rising; shall we turn?”

”No, Beatrice, never mind the wind. I want to speak to you, if you will allow me to do so.”

”Yes,” said Beatrice, ”what about, Mr. Bingham.”

To make good resolutions in a matter of this sort is comparatively easy, but the carrying of them out presents some difficulties. Geoffrey, conscience-stricken into priggishness, wished to tell her that she would do well to marry Owen Davies, and found the matter hard. Meanwhile Beatrice preserved silence.

”The fact is,” he said at length, ”I most sincerely hope you will forgive me, but I have been thinking a great deal about you and your future welfare.”

”That is very kind of you,” said Beatrice, with an ominous humility.

This was disconcerting, but Geoffrey was determined, and he went on in a somewhat flippant tone born of the most intense nervousness and hatred of his task. Never had he loved her so well as now in this moment when he was about to counsel her to marry another man. And yet he persevered in his folly. For, as so often happens, the shrewd insight and knowledge of the world which distinguished Geoffrey as a lawyer, when dealing with the affairs of others, quite deserted him in this crisis of his own life and that of the woman who wors.h.i.+pped him.

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