Part 18 (1/2)

”Pay you to cultivate Lawson,” he said. ”A well read chap. You'd be surprised when he's sober. Clever too. Worth talking to.”

Chaplin had told me the whole story in these few speeches.

When I came in towards evening from a ride along the seash.o.r.e Lawson was again in the hotel. He was heavily sunk in one of the cane chairs in the lounge and he looked at me with gla.s.sy eyes. It was plain that he had been drinking all the afternoon. He was torpid, and the look on his face was sullen and vindictive. His glance rested on me for a moment, but I could see that he did not recognise me. Two or three other men were sitting there, shaking dice, and they took no notice of him. His condition was evidently too usual to attract attention. I sat down and began to play.

”You're a d.a.m.ned sociable lot,” said Lawson suddenly.

He got out of his chair and waddled with bent knees towards the door. I do not know whether the spectacle was more ridiculous than revolting.

When he had gone one of the men sn.i.g.g.e.red.

”Lawson's fairly soused to-day,” he said.

”If I couldn't carry my liquor better than that,” said another, ”I'd climb on the waggon and stay there.”

Who would have thought that this wretched object was in his way a romantic figure or that his life had in it those elements of pity and terror which the theorist tells us are necessary to achieve the effect of tragedy?

I did not see him again for two or three days.

I was sitting one evening on the first floor of the hotel on a verandah that overlooked the street when Lawson came up and sank into a chair beside me. He was quite sober. He made a casual remark and then, when I had replied somewhat indifferently, added with a laugh which had in it an apologetic tone:

”I was devilish soused the other day.”

I did not answer. There was really nothing to say. I pulled away at my pipe in the vain hope of keeping the mosquitoes away, and looked at the natives going home from their work. They walked with long steps, slowly, with care and dignity, and the soft patter of their naked feet was strange to hear. Their dark hair, curling or straight, was often white with lime, and then they had a look of extraordinary distinction. They were tall and finely built. Then a gang of Solomon Islanders, indentured labourers, pa.s.sed by, singing; they were shorter and slighter than the Samoans, coal black with great heads of fuzzy hair dyed red. Now and then a white man drove past in his buggy or rode into the hotel yard. In the lagoon two or three schooners reflected their grace in the tranquil water.

”I don't know what there is to do in a place like this except to get soused,” said Lawson at last.

”Don't you like Samoa?” I asked casually, for something to say.

”It's pretty, isn't it?”

The word he chose seemed so inadequate to describe the unimaginable beauty of the island, that I smiled, and smiling I turned to look at him. I was startled by the expression in those fine sombre eyes of his, an expression of intolerable anguish; they betrayed a tragic depth of emotion of which I should never have thought him capable. But the expression pa.s.sed away and he smiled. His smile was simple and a little nave. It changed his face so that I wavered in my first feeling of aversion from him.

”I was all over the place when I first came out,” he said.

He was silent for a moment.

”I went away for good about three years ago, but I came back.” He hesitated. ”My wife wanted to come back. She was born here, you know.”

”Oh, yes.”

He was silent again, and then hazarded a remark about Robert Louis Stevenson. He asked me if I had been up to Vailima. For some reason he was making an effort to be agreeable to me. He began to talk of Stevenson's books, and presently the conversation drifted to London.

”I suppose Covent Garden's still going strong,” he said. ”I think I miss the opera as much as anything here. Have you seen _Tristan and Isolde_?”

He asked me the question as though the answer were really important to him, and when I said, a little casually I daresay, that I had, he seemed pleased. He began to speak of Wagner, not as a musician, but as the plain man who received from him an emotional satisfaction that he could not a.n.a.lyse.

”I suppose Bayreuth was the place to go really,” he said. ”I never had the money, worse luck. But of course one might do worse than Covent Garden, all the lights and the women dressed up to the nines, and the music. The first act of the _Walkure's_ all right, isn't it? And the end of _Tristan_. Golly!”

His eyes were flas.h.i.+ng now and his face was lit up so that he hardly seemed the same man. There was a flush on his sallow, thin cheeks, and I forgot that his voice was harsh and unpleasant. There was even a certain charm about him.