Part 13 (2/2)

The answer somewhat chilled Bateman. It seemed to him a little cynical.

He would not have been sorry to act a n.o.ble part.

”Do you mean to say you're content to waste your life here? It's nothing less than suicide. When I think of the great hopes you had when we left college it seems terrible that you should be content to be no more than a salesman in a cheap-John store.”

”Oh, I'm only doing that for the present, and I'm gaining a great deal of valuable experience. I have another plan in my head. Arnold Jackson has a small island in the Paumotas, about a thousand miles from here, a ring of land round a lagoon. He's planted coconut there. He's offered to give it me.”

”Why should he do that?” asked Bateman.

”Because if Isabel releases me I shall marry his daughter.”

”You?” Bateman was thunderstruck. ”You can't marry a half-caste. You wouldn't be so crazy as that.”

”She's a good girl, and she has a sweet and gentle nature. I think she would make me very happy.”

”Are you in love with her?”

”I don't know,” answered Edward reflectively. ”I'm not in love with her as I was in love with Isabel. I wors.h.i.+pped Isabel. I thought she was the most wonderful creature I had ever seen. I was not half good enough for her. I don't feel like that with Eva. She's like a beautiful exotic flower that must be sheltered from bitter winds. I want to protect her.

No one ever thought of protecting Isabel. I think she loves me for myself and not for what I may become. Whatever happens to me I shall never disappoint her. She suits me.”

Bateman was silent.

”We must turn out early in the morning,” said Edward at last. ”It's really about time we went to bed.”

Then Bateman spoke and his voice had in it a genuine distress.

”I'm so bewildered, I don't know what to say. I came here because I thought something was wrong. I thought you hadn't succeeded in what you set out to do and were ashamed to come back when you'd failed. I never guessed I should be faced with this. I'm so desperately sorry, Edward.

I'm so disappointed. I hoped you would do great things. It's almost more than I can bear to think of you wasting your talents and your youth and your chance in this lamentable way.”

”Don't be grieved, old friend,” said Edward. ”I haven't failed. I've succeeded. You can't think with what zest I look forward to life, how full it seems to me and how significant. Sometimes, when you are married to Isabel, you will think of me. I shall build myself a house on my coral island and I shall live there, looking after my trees--getting the fruit out of the nuts in the same old way that they have done for unnumbered years--I shall grow all sorts of things in my garden, and I shall fish. There will be enough work to keep me busy and not enough to make me dull. I shall have my books and Eva, children, I hope, and above all, the infinite variety of the sea and the sky, the freshness of the dawn and the beauty of the sunset, and the rich magnificence of the night. I shall make a garden out of what so short a while ago was a wilderness. I shall have created something. The years will pa.s.s insensibly, and when I am an old man I hope that I shall be able to look back on a happy, simple, peaceful life. In my small way I too shall have lived in beauty. Do you think it is so little to have enjoyed contentment? We know that it will profit a man little if he gain the whole world and lose his soul. I think I have won mine.”

Edward led him to a room in which there were two beds and he threw himself on one of them. In ten minutes Bateman knew by his regular breathing, peaceful as a child's, that Edward was asleep. But for his part he had no rest, he was disturbed in mind, and it was not till the dawn crept into the room, ghostlike and silent, that he fell asleep.

Bateman finished telling Isabel his long story. He had hidden nothing from her except what he thought would wound her or what made himself ridiculous. He did not tell her that he had been forced to sit at dinner with a wreath of flowers round his head and he did not tell her that Edward was prepared to marry her uncle's half-caste daughter the moment she set him free. But perhaps Isabel had keener intuitions than he knew, for as he went on with his tale her eyes grew colder and her lips closed upon one another more tightly. Now and then she looked at him closely, and if he had been less intent on his narrative he might have wondered at her expression.

”What was this girl like?” she asked when he finished. ”Uncle Arnold's daughter. Would you say there was any resemblance between her and me?”

Bateman was surprised at the question.

”It never struck me. You know I've never had eyes for anyone but you and I could never think that anyone was like you. Who could resemble you?”

”Was she pretty?” said Isabel, smiling slightly at his words.

”I suppose so. I daresay some men would say she was very beautiful.”

”Well, it's of no consequence. I don't think we need give her any more of our attention.”

”What are you going to do, Isabel?” he asked then.

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