Chapter 1146 (1/2)
Now I'm not so much thinking about how to answer my companions in front of me, but rather I'm asking myself, because these are the projections of everyone in my heart. In fact, I have experienced the same scene as the present one, but it was not so fierce at that time. Now this scene is not so much a mind bogeyman as a self reflection platform. As long as it is passed, the heart will become suddenly clear, and many things that I could not think of or could not make decisions in the past will become easier.
I didn't speak until I thought about it for a long time. ”My final decision is To exterminate mankind. ” There was a little talk. My answer is quite terrible, at least in reality, if I did, it would be absolutely terrifying. ”We are dragon people, and we have already known this. Now that we've confirmed that we don't belong to a human group, then humans are alien to us. I think the decisions of any race will be the same for a different race that can't live in peace. ”
”But is it too cruel?” She asked in a low voice. Now Xiaochun actually represents my own kindness.
”No. This is life and death, not ethics. The word ”cruelty” is a concept based on the rational civilization with legal system, and the legal system and reason are the things that only appear under the premise of ensuring the survival. We can't get the order wrong. The purpose of reason is to prevent us from doing something we shouldn't do because of our own impulse, but reason should be for human beings. Under the general direction of satisfying one's humanity, one should not do anything out of the ordinary with reason as the constraint, which is the function of reason. We all overestimated ourselves before. Although our dragon race has a much stronger sense than human beings, it only shows that we have strong self-control, not that we have no human nature. Blindly suppress their own emotions, then we are not the dragon race, but robots
At this moment, my heart suddenly changed incomparably relaxed. The explanation just now was not so much to my beloved as to myself. After that, I thought that I had been growing up in the human society. When I suddenly found out that my identity was not human and might be rejected by human beings, my personality suddenly ran from one extreme to another. Excessive reason is irrational in itself, and now I've figured it out. What I really have to worry about is not what humans think of us, but what we think of ourselves. Only if you can face up to your own position, can you ask others to give you accurate positioning. If you don't even know who you are, others will be more confused.
Just after I confirmed what I thought in my heart, the scene suddenly changed, and then I saw Rebecca appear in front of me, and the little guy was lying beside me dying, as if dying.
”That's passed?”
Rebecca's answer is simple. ”From the moment you figure out that key point, you have no flaws in your heart, and it's the same with you again.”
”So...”
”You made it.” Rebecca had no choice but to answer and asked curiously, ”your world seems to be different from ours. What kind of world is that? It's strange! ”
Rebecca is just a simulation consciousness anyway. The world outside the game is completely strange to her. However, since she has become my favorite, sooner or later she will come out of this illusory world and become a real existence. Therefore, I have no intention to hide anything from her, but it is not the time to say so. ”The world I live in is a material world, and this is probably only an energy world, but you won't understand the difference before you really enter my world.”
Rebecca looked at me in disbelief and held out a hand. I looked at her suspiciously, then she immediately reminded, ”give me a drop of blood.”
”What are you doing?”
”After that fantasy just means that you have passed my test. The real confirmation still needs your blood.”