Part 43 (1/2)

”You will go back to Petersburg--and you will learn to forget. We all of us have similar disappointments, similar sorrows. I, too, have had mine.”

But she only shook her head, bursting into tears as she slowly disengaged herself from me.

Then, with head sunk upon her chest in blank despair and sobbing bitterly, she turned from me, and in the clear, crimson afterglow, went slowly back up the garden-path to the house.

I stood gazing upon her slim, dejected figure until it was lost around the bend of the laurels. Then I retraced my steps towards the little lake-side village.

At ten o'clock that night, while writing a letter in the small hotel sitting-room, Richard Drury was shown in.

His face was paler than usual, hard and set.

He apologised for disturbing me at that hour, but I offered him a chair and handed him my cigarette-case. His boots were very dusty, I noticed; therefore I surmised that since leaving his well-beloved he had been tramping the roads.

”I am much puzzled, Mr Trewinnard,” he blurted forth a moment later.

”Miss Gottorp has suddenly sent me from her and refused to see me again.”

”That is to be much regretted,” I said. ”Before I left I heard her declare that there were certain circ.u.mstances which rendered it impossible for you to marry. I therefore know that your interview this evening must have been a painful one.”

”Painful!” he echoed wildly. ”I love her, Mr Trewinnard! I confess it to you, because you are her friend and mine.”

”I honestly believe you do, Drury. But,” I sighed, ”yours is, I fear, an unfortunate--a very unfortunate attachment.”

I was debating within myself whether or not it were wise to reveal to him Natalia's ident.i.ty. Surely no good could now accrue from further secrecy, especially as she had resolved to return at once to Russia.

I saw how agitated the poor fellow was, and how deep and fervent was his affection for the girl who, after all, was sacrificing her great love to perform a duty to her oppressed nation and to avenge the lives of thousands of her innocent compatriots.

”Yes. I know that my affection for her is an unfortunate one,” he said, in a thick voice. ”She has talked strangely about this barrier between us, and how that marriage is not permitted to her. It is all so mysterious, so utterly incomprehensible, Mr Trewinnard. She is concealing something. She has some secret, and I feel sure that you, as an intimate friend of her family, are aware of it.” Then after a slight pause he grew calm and, looking me straight in the face, asked: ”May I not know it? Will you not tell me the truth?”

”Why should I, Drury, when the truth must only cause you pain?” I queried. ”You have suffered enough already. Why not go away and forget? Time heals most broken hearts.”

”It will never heal mine,” he declared, adding: ”Her words this evening have greatly puzzled me. I cannot see why we may not marry. She has no parents, I understand. Yet how is it that she seems eternally watched by certain suspicious-looking foreigners? Why is her life--and even mine--threatened as it is?”

For a few moments I did not speak. My eyes were fixed upon his strong, handsome face, tanned as it was by healthy exercise.

”If you wish to add to your grief by ascertaining the truth, Drury, I will tell you,” I said quietly.

”Yes,” he cried. ”Tell me--I can bear anything now. Tell me why she refuses any longer to allow me at her side--I who love her so devotedly.”

”Her decision is only a just one,” I replied. ”It must cause you deep grief, I know, but it is better for you to be made aware of the truth at once, for she knew that a great and poignant sorrow must fall upon you both one day.”

”Why?” he asked, still puzzled and leaning in his chair towards me.

”Because the woman you love--whom you know as Miss Gottorp--has never yet revealed her true ident.i.ty to you.”

”Ah! I see!” he cried, starting to his feet. ”I guess what you are going to say. She--she is already married!”

”No.”

”Thank G.o.d for that!” he gasped. ”Well, tell me.”