102 I am a innocent little girl. (1/2)
Sunday, January 08, 2017
10h55am
”Lisa, I understand perfectly well that you felt frustrated but some things will not always happen as you hope. You have to accept the constraints, the criticisms in order to progress and...»
Sitting on the covered and heated deck of a luxuriously decorated cafe, I do not listen to Eleanor's moral lessons. I look in the void. What am I thinking? To nothing. I do not even know why I agreed to come here, knowing that it was going to happen. Since when have I lost my free will already? Since when am I obliged to do what is ordered? Since when should I eat like a cow and say yes to everything I am asked? Ahh, I think I'm more tired of it than I thought. I like this life but I have to go beyond these constraints. I watch Eleanor doing her job, but she does not understand what I'm feeling right now. I believe that the moment to turn a page has come. I get up and kiss Eleanor on the forehead. My car that I recovered before coming here is parked nearby. I join her, start and I saying shit to this situation that no longer suits me.
01h15pm
Kennedy Airport
”Ryan, sorry to disturb you. I will have a service to ask you. Would you be able to contact...”
If I do not intend to question the shooting of the movie that awaits me, besides my obligations to which I am bound by contract, I will take a little rest and I will restart my way in the way that suits me. If I'm not the smartest girl, I can surround myself with those who are lucky to be born with gray matter in large quantities. Not to mention that, it's always so long to get his ticket ... Finally my turn, it's not too early.
”New York-Paris, the next flight in Business Class.”
”I am sincerely sorry miss but all our business class seats are already reserved for the. If you wish and if you are traveling with someone, there are two contiguous tickets available in first class.”
You idiot, did you see someone near me? ”Give me the two first-class tickets.”
”Ah, yes, right now, miss.”
As soon as I have enough money to buy and maintain my own private plane, I will invest in it. These people employed in these airports are all the same, incompetent and stupid, I do not want to see them anymore. Nobody seems to recognize me. It must be admitted that this time, I play the big game. Hat, sunglasses, blonde wig and anti-pollution mask. Although I attract the eyes of curiosity, they are especially from men who certainly find me a little tall but no one approaches me. I hope everything will run according to me estimates because otherwise, as much throw everything I did to the toilet immediately. Anyway, I can not stand playing the obedient dogs anymore. If I have to fail, I will fail in doing what I like as I will have decided.