29 Chapter 36: At Home 1. (1/2)
Thursday, September 22, 2016
I spend my day doing nothing, my eyes are black but especially tomorrow morning I return to New York. My parents have some things to say to me but as they do not wish to talk about it by phone, I am always in the complete blur when it comes to what it is. Well, we'll see you tomorrow. It seems that yesterday I did well. Cindy received a call asking her to congratulate me. Personally, I am especially happy not to have fallen by turning back because during the training it happened to me from time to time at the beginning. Although during the last training it went well, it was always my biggest fear. Do not think about it anymore and let's focus on the next fashion show that will take place in a little over three weeks in New York this time. It is now 14:00 and I decide to go back to bed because I'm too lazy to do something else. I think I miss a little courage today.
Friday, September 23, 2016
10:20 I hallucinate by climbing for the first time in the private plane that belongs to my parents. They are really full of money to buy something like this. Leo is near me but a pair of eyes are watching us. I do not think I would bear that for a very long time. I will decid what I will do when I'm in New York because if I can not even have intimacy with my boyfriend, why continue our relationship. I can not continue to live spied, controlled and without any rights on my own private and professional life. I will talk to Selena but my decision is already made and whatever his answer, I will not change my mind.
15:40 Paris - 9:40 am New York
The plane will land soon, finally hopefully. We are currently shooting over Kennedy Airport, waiting to land.
10:00 am We get off the plane and I tease Leo putting my cap and ask him what it feels like to be with a star. He laughs and taps on the visor of my cap. Cindy this time will not follow us and finally I will be able to start breathing. In the airport lobby, in the company of Selena, I see a little head that I had not seen for a long time.
I hold Emie in my arms and gives him a big kisses on the cheek. ”Hello sweetie, I'm very happy to finally see you but you do not have school today?”
She turns her head and laughs. ”Are you my sister's friend? Good luck because she's not easy outch.”
I pinch her cheek. ”You could at least salute your sister, no?”
She smiles and gives me a big kisses. ”I just wanted to tease you to make you moan. How is France? And what are you doing besides finding a boyfriend?”
I sigh and head for Selena. ”Hello, I'm happy to go home and I'm happy to see you again Selena.”
Selena gives me a kiss on the forehead. ”I am also very happy that you can come home, my beautiful. I see that Leo has come, that's fine. Come this place is too noisy, let's go home.”