Chapter 123 (2/2)
「……」
「It would be such a waste to spend tiless efforts And you know it, half a year fro the entire continent will dissolve Then this entire continent will turn into a terrible battlefield But if we startmoves now, the number of people that can be saved is sure to increase That is what's best for you, for Minnalis and the others……」
And then, the sound of water pouring on Leone is ht I'd wait until the end, but I just couldn't
「?!! What was that for!!」
「Words like it's wrong, or right, if the pain was on such level that can be resolved with such words, then it wouldn't have cos that I had deeply subeance wouldn't solve anything? Vengeance won't bring you happiness?」
It just started overflowing, without stopping
「Ah, you disgustbut pipe dreams from an onlooker You lot can only vomit those words out of yourbut words of an outsider Because you don't understand the feeling of wanting to kill soh, you can only see fro into the subject unreservedly, a rage that see to explode fro out
「Believe ine, to want to stay pure after all? And not want to think about things fro, bitter, traht? Oh, yeah, I know that feeling I was the same, because I was such a clean-freak back then so much, it'd make you vomit Well, I wasn't that shah」
I glared at Leone with sowithin
「Do you find it funny chitchatting aboutto let that slide, I was only thinking about you guys! 」
However, Leone also replied without being overpowered by aze
In that case, I understand that she isn't trespassing with half-baked feelings Which is why, her appearance overlaps with the appearance of er, irritation similar to self-pity isNo ht of it, your point doesn't amount to shi+t to us」
「?」
「That shi+t talk you dropped, is nothingto happen And you ay off fro」
「What, do youor the wrong thing I pick up the things that I can pick up, and take care of the things that I care about, but even if I threw theets them all rewarded without fail」
「No ould you choose such a path! You consider those girls to be i backwards!!」
Leone looks at me with an expression of someone about to lose their patience
「Like I said, you're le step from the bottom of the God-forsaken hell Because e'd never let it end like this Because I couldn't accept such ridiculous coht future that lay ahead」
Tragedies that are alony that seeer that seems like your li that happened in the past, and wait for the wound to be necrotized, such a life is even worse than that of livestock
「Because I cannot live with such feelings, because I cannot accept such an outcoe In order to live, to move forward, to not let it end like this」
In order to protest against this dogshi+t reality that keeps i onto us
Its sequel, its hereafter that was shut down, this gloomy hell
In order to make sure they taste theirl in front of me heard those words of mine, she didn't back down
「That's all bullshi+t!! You can start over? We've been given a chance!!」
The provoked Leone struck the table and stood up to shake off ainst the de to protect me, but this ti!!」
Whether it's because she is drunk or angry, her face is dyed red
Even so, there is still a strong intention reflecting froe the future! We can save a child who is unjustly hurt like Minnalis, you know!?」
「Yeah, I know Only ho retain the memories of the first world can overwrite the shi+t-like scenario The co those hopeless scuive me that shi+t!!」
What reflects froer
Perhaps, sheeveryone she couldn't save before
I think that it is a very arrogant idea, but it's not like I don't eht process
However, I can no longer understand that feeling any worse
「I understand your desire for revenge, but, are you willing to squander precious time to that end? Fool, think about it carefully!! We can correct the tragedy we once had to give up on! We can prevent the tragedy that couldn't be stopped! If it's us, we can save lives that we couldn't……」
So, that one word, easily stimulates the place that I do not want to be touched
「Shut up」
「?!!」
「Just, shut up already」
Ahh, honestly, this really pisses h I forcibly stopped those words because I didn't want this kind of repitition
In the end, I failed, things just don't go as I expect
「I understand how you feel my ass If you really did, you won't utter those words Any ue, is just a waste of ti you're lacking and can't see eye to eye with us So stop carelessly trying to broach the subject, stop trying to get close to us, stop trying to get to know us」
As I said so and stood up, I placed only the money for the drinks ordered on the table
「Hold on a minute!! Our conversation is not yet……」
「It's over Leone, what you're doing is extremely unpleasant Don't butt into our matters as you please」
「What hat!! What do youisn't for those girls!! You are endangering the future of those girls where they can laugh and be happy! 」
「Like I said, that's not for you to decide」
As there were no further words, I left the tavern
The town dyed in the color of the sunset seemed like it was bathed in blood splash
「To hell with, saving the lives that couldn't be saved……」
I hateI tried
While I keep saying to htly・・ jealousy
「Even though the time has turned backwards, we cannot take shi+t back」
So I athe feeling of regret
I hated him
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「…… No, no way they e, they really won't be able to return」
At the tavern wherecompanion had exited himself, I fell prostrated
In the end, I couldn't persuade him
Still, there were results His heart is not yet completely dead
(I saw, and saw quite the number of people)
In the midst of that bloody war between hu insufficient supplies to cities here and there
A ho lost her husband
A child whose both parents were killed
An older brother who couldn't save her younger sister
A soldier as saved by his best friend
I have seen countless, countless, and countless nu deep sorrows, their complexions filled with those emotions, and were unstoppable
And then, kept advancing down the path of revenge as they waste away, screa desperately as they become tattered
Halfway down that road, a lot of people fell victier of an assassin
They die off while vore on their faces, as they shed tears of regret cursing everything in the world
I have also seen so all of their hatred into it, with anger that could even burn away their life
But everyone, cries at the end
After taking their revenge, everyone cries bitterly
And after everything is over, they just laugh in desolation
With no joy, no , as if crying in silence
「…… But if it's revenge for the sake of staying alive, that's still okay」
It's not an avenger with a deathwish
It's not a vengeance that is sought on the preive up」
If this were a business negotiation, it's a difficult condition that I would have long washed iven up on
But this is not a business negotiation
If you have the will to live, you can change, you are able to change
What went through my mind, was the town that was devastated by the conflict with the derief and pain
Every time I saw a fallen corpse, it overlaps with Minnalis's shadohom I had no idea where she could be
Every ti could one of h, of such a future」
I want to reer want to see the expression of a smile for appearance sake in tears, that contains neither coldness, nor warmth
「A future where the person I would like to help is crying, is so I can't stand」
No matter how difficult it would be
By ether
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