653 The Way Of Heaven (1/2)
A quiet courtyard, a quiet person In the quiet chest, there was a similar pain Minister Fan looked at his silent son, who had his head bent doith a trace of tenderness and gentleness After a ping, I' you From the e, presuo How are you going to deal with it?”
Fan Xian didn't answer Instead, he asked in response, ”When did you realize?”
”Probably after the Jingdou rebellion,” Fan Jian said in an even voice with a calht of it before, I didn't want to think in that direction After all, the Emperor is the E in this direction for a long tiuessed my past, but I didn't have a shred of affection for the E in that direction, I could accept it ehtly scratchy voice, ”Later, the Emperor was nicer and nicer toto think in that direction Although, I clearly knew, froo, that, other than himei from this world”
”I didn't want to delve in that direction” Fan Xian's broere furrowed tightly ”I felt confused for the first time I had told you that I would not allow anyone to control h that I would never be disturbed by external forces In this lanced at his father helplessly He then asked for advice, ”If you were in ht about it this probleraves His father should have the authority to speak on this subject His words should have their own strengths That hy Fan Xian had co Kingdom, to calmly listen to his father's advice
Fan Jian was silent for a long time He then then looked at hiard the Eards me,” Fan Xian replied quickly, presumably he had asked hihts
”And, how does he regard you?” Fan Jian sently ”You don't have to worry about what I think After all, I greith hih I feel disappoint truthfully, I cannot summon much hatred for hiht He had thought a great deal about this dou rebellion, the Eard, and four parts exploitation After so many people died in the Palace, the Ereat deal
When he had entered the capital in the spring of the fourth year of the Qing calendar, Fan Xian had to admit that perhaps the Emperor was a harsh and merciless man But, there was a difference in how he treated him Even when he was made use of, it was to an acceptable level If the Emperor still had an iota of affection of the people of this world, then that one iota had landed on Fan Xian's head
The Emperor treated Fan Xian better than he treated the Crown Prince and Second Prince And, it goes without saying, better than the poor woman who had sacrificed her youth and reputation for hiently stroked his beard and said with a sigh, ”Territory changes easily, but one's nature is difficult to change The Eentler In the end, he is a ruler who thinks of the world as his own We coard the Eards you, but is it not also how the Eard hi son and said with some worry, ”The Emperor treats you differently to everyone else because ever since you entered the capital, you have shown hi I ade, you understand how to hide the things you have guessed and the conflicts in your heart to the point that you have even fooled the Emperor… Once the Emperor suspects that you are not just an official, once he truly begins to doubt your loyalty, there will be a fundae in his attitude toward you”
”Rulers are heartless,” Fan Jian reminded him ”Especially since you have so much power in your hands as to be a faint threat to the stability of the Qing Kingdohts, he will certainly use the absolute power in your hands to kill you”
Fan Xian was silent He knehat his father said was right The biggest problem with his plans was that he has still not e for Ye Qing to wipe ahat happened in the past and be an honest, fearful, and powerful official by the side of the throne, he had to make up his mind His uncertainty and hesitation to choose truly appeared wretched
”This is a difficult problem for anyone to resolve,” he said with a bitter sht that in his previous life, he would probably only find such a dramatic clash and internal conflict in a Shakespeare play How could he have expected that the draht in the middle would actually play out on hiaze He said, aconfiruessed it, he and I considered your problem We truly did not think that this was a difficult problem to resolve”
Fan Xian did not quite understand these words
Fan Jian looked at hihed and said, ”An Zhi, you are truly a unique individual Since you had never seen your rew up under the Emperor's care, and the Eht that you wouldn't have any deep affection for Xiao Ye Considering the affection the Eic matter, you would probably be unable to summon any hatred toward the Emperor on behalf of your mother”
Fan Jian couldn't help but shake his head and said, ”Sometimes, I really cannot understand you”
Fan Xian had never seen Ye Qingrown up healthily under her care And, the Eood to him
”The hatred for matricide makes for irreconcilable ene tone ”Of course, you know I did not make a decision because of that reason”
It was because the aura of Ye Qingmei in this world felt so familiar, close, and inti to do with their relationshi+p as mother and son It was just that two similar souls had suddenly coe world
For Fan Xian, Ye Qingmei was a precedent, another him who had come and left
”It's not fair”
Fan Xian looked at his father For some reason, his heart twisted with pain In an indescribable tone, he quietly said, ”If it ends like this, it's too unfair to her”
Minister Fan was silent for a long time He then said, ”It is indeed unfair”
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