636 The Waves Retreating (1/2)
In an instant, the waves on the shoreline expressed their rage to the reefs and yearning for the sand The waves sounded like thunder and looked like snow, quickly retreating and leaving silence behind It looked like half an eye of sapphire sea and half of the blue sky
Fan Xian heard her words clearly and couldn't help s ht now”
He knew the little Eness in her heart As a Qing person, Fan Xian did not have much opportunity to experience the little Emperor's schemes and power plays Their private interaction these years h the Northern Qi Eer than him, her resolutions were particularly mature She acted with unusual coolness and heartlessness
Perhaps the throne was an incubator that could turn one into a strange creature?
This female Erowing process was a coe one Until now, she had not becoreat ans of fate It should be said that Northern Qi's Eure
He had thought there was a big probleer and Ee in Northern Qi politics In the end, he had helped this , and subdued Shan Shanhu Fan Xian found this rather distasteful, but his ader
”Woman?” The Northern Qi Emperor held her hands behind her back and faced the boundless sea A glimmer of mockery rose to the corners of her lips ”In this world, all women are subordinate to men and forever in a position to be controlled If you were really a wo uncontrollably”
Fan Xian was silent for a long time then suddenly said, ”You detest your female identity, don't you?”
”Yes,” the Northern Qi Emperor replied coldly ”If my body was not that of a woman, how could I be threatened by you?”
Fan Xian sht that this female Emperor's heart was truly like that of a heartlessin terentleness he had iined
The two of them sank into silence at the sa the sea with their hands behind their backs Not far froant paper uhtly to pick at the shells on the seaside No one knew if her attention was on the two of thehtly He re with his Eo and looking at the ocean At that time, the white waves had risen fro with the Northern Qi E of situations and s of the ocean expressedtime in this second life, he finally had influence that was idom and Northern Qi
The Northern Qi Eht brows appeared particularly dull Her bright eyes see lashes laid calyi It is time for me to leave,” she said suddenly as she kept her eyes forward ”I reatly to have taken such a risk to come South and not have obtained any benefits”
”There is nothing to be disappointed about At least you didn't kill me and cast the world into chaos”
Fan Xian looked at her expression For so that crazy night when he had seen her crying frantically He knew this female-bodied and male-hearted Emperor had not lived happily in this life Quietly, he said, ”Although you are the ruler of Northern Qi, you cannot change the truth that has already been decided”
The Northern Qi Ehtly sharp as she said, with a harsh and cold tone, ”For example, the fact that I am a woot back to that again Shaking his head, he said, ”It is difficult for a single person to change the entire world It has nothing to do with being a man or a woman”
Coldly, the Northern Qi Emperor said, ”Froe-scale failure and thefailure both happened to be tons of fate and stood out bravely How do you explain that?”
How to explain it? Fan Xian was completely unable to explain it One of the women was his mother, and the other was his mother-in-law As a junior, one could ree but could not explain
He said, ”Mytoo benevolent The Eldest Princess's failure was in being too sentimental”
The Northern Qi Emperor watched him quietly and smiled ”Actually, the reasons are simpler than what you said However, you don't dare to speak it”
Fan Xian would not continue this topic in front of her Quietly, he said, ”Today, you are leaving Concern yourself with tidying up state affairs and helping your people As for other ht”
”Before you becodo,” the Northern Qi E to do with trust It only has to do with the power of your words That day Sigu Jian took us around Dongyi … You should understand the purpose of that”
Fan Xian sighed ”He took yi, and deepen yi is not like dou Jian still wants to preserve Dongyi's special quality after he dies…” the little Emperor turned her head and looked at him ”He can only hope that you will becodoly ”Do you think that is possible?”
”That is precisely what I look down on you for You hesitate to choose one direction and are stuck in an impossible situation You have no idea what you need to do”
The Northern Qi Eure like Master Zhuang and don't wish for the people of this world to sink into the fires of war, then you can't be idling away your time like this You do your best to repair the situation, but you have notpicture In the end, you won't have helped anyone You don't need ic an outcome that would be You should understand that yourself”
Surprisingly, Fan Xian smiled and said, ”Looks like you finally believe I have the potential to be a saint”
The Northern Qi E ti you are a saint, I cannot think of another reason for what you are doing”
Dongyi had been subdued and he held the biggest secret of the Northern Qi royal fa Kingdodos he could use and too many powerful cards he could play
But, he hadn't done anything Just like how the little E and forcefully subduing all possible disasters under the darkness of the Overwatch Council
”I don't want to be a saint, nor do I have the ability to be one” Fan Xian lowered his head tiredly ”I have just beco, in this life, to change things that I don't wish to see in accordance with hts”
The Northern Qi Emperor looked at him and smiled ”Even if you have to pay with your life?”
”No,” Fan Xian said straightforwardly ”Havingthe people close toinnocent commoners survive is the third most important If that day truly comes, I think the only person who could kill me in this world would not kill me”
”Why? Because he is your father or because he knows that you have the Teh the little Emperor's eyes
Fan Xian smiled and said, ”The Emperor has no fear at all toward the Temple” Then, he stopped and didn't explain further There was no need for the Northern Qi people to learn of the Emperor's fear toward Uncle Wu Zhu
”I have some questions about what you said earlier” The sea breeze blew against the Northern Qi Emperor's fire It also didn'ton is theco on is the ?”
Fan Xian was silent The Teends, the white-clothed girl hiding under the table gnawing on a chicken thigh, the snow on Cang Mountain, thein the carriage, and the usual silence all rose before his eyes Suddenly, a powerful sense of re his head, he said, ”Of course, her life is more important than mine”
”Minister Fan?”
”Yes”
”Your children?”
”Not sure”