Part 28 (1/2)

After I'd been working with Kilo Company for about two weeks, the commanders called all the SEAL snipers back so they could redistribute us where we were needed.

”What the h.e.l.l are you doing out there?” asked one of the first SEALs I met. ”We're hearing s.h.i.+t that you're down there on the ground.”

”Yeah, I am. No one's coming out on the street.”

”What the h.e.l.l are you doing?” he said, pulling me aside. ”You know if our CO finds out you're doing this, you're out of here.”

He was right, but I shrugged him off. I knew in my heart what I had to do. I also felt pretty confident in the officer who was my immediate commander. He was a straight shooter and all about doing the job that needed to get done.

Not to mention the fact that I was so far out of touch with my top command that it would have taken a long time for them to find out, let alone issue the orders to get me pulled out.

A bunch of other guys came over and started agreeing with me: down on the street was where we needed to be. I have no idea what they ended up doing; certainly, for the record, they all remained on the roofs, sniping.

”Well h.e.l.l, instead of using that Marine M-16,” said one of the East Coast boys, ”I brought my M-4 with me. You can borrow it if you want.”

”Really?”

I took it and wound up getting a bunch of kills on it. The M-16 and the M-4 are both good weapons; the Marines prefer the latest model of the M-16 for various reasons that have to do with the way they usually fight. Of course, my preference in close quarters combat was for the short-barreled M-4, and I was glad to borrow my friend's gun for the rest of my time in Fallujah.

I was a.s.signed to work with Lima Company, which was operating a few blocks away from Kilo. Lima was helping fill in holes-taking down pockets of insurgents who had crept in or been bypa.s.sed. They were seeing a lot of action.

That night, I went over and talked to the company leaders.h.i.+p in a house they'd taken over earlier in the day. The Marine commander had already heard what I'd been doing with Kilo, and after we talked a bit, he asked what I wanted to do.

”I'd like to be down on the street with y'all.”

”Good enough.”

Lima Company proved to be another great group of guys.

DON'T TELL MY MOM

A few days later, we were clearing a block when I heard shooting on a nearby street. I told the Marines I was with to stay where they were, then ran over to see if I could help.

I found another group of Marines, who had started up an alley and run into heavy fire. They'd already pulled back and gotten under cover by the time I got there.

One kid hadn't quite made it. He was lying on his back some yards away, crying in pain.

I started laying down fire and ran up to grab him and pull him back. When I got to him, I saw he was in pretty bad shape, gut-shot. I dropped and got an arm under each of his, then started hauling him backward.

Somehow I managed to slip as I went. I fell backward, with him on top of me. By that point, I was so tired and winded I just lay there for a few minutes, still in the line of fire as bullets shot by.

The kid was about eighteen years old. He was really badly hurt. I could tell he was going to die.

”Please don't tell my momma I died in pain,” he muttered.

s.h.i.+t, kid, I don't even know who you are, I thought. I'm not telling your momma anything.

”Okay, okay,” I said. ”Don't worry. Don't worry. Everybody will make it sound great. Real great.”