Part 54 (1/2)
'Sula!'
Sula looked up. She had always held the squire in awe; now, without the support of her mother's elbow and Caleb Stemmel's eyes, she was badly frightened. Moreover, it seemed to her suddenly that the thing she had said was monstrous. The squire frightened her no further. He was now gentleness itself.
'Sula,' he said, 'you didn't mean what you said in there, did you?'
Sula burst into tears, not of anger but of wretchedness.
'You'd say anything, too, if you had to stand the things I did.'
'Sit down, both of you,' commanded the squire. 'Now, Adam, what are you going to do?'
Adam hid his face in his hands. The other room had been a torture-chamber. 'I don't know.' Then, at the squire's next question, he lifted his head suddenly. It seemed as if the squire had read his soul.
'When is Edwin Seem going West?'
'To-night.'
'How would you like to go with him?'
'He wanted me to. He could get me a place with good wages. But I couldn't save even the fare in half a year.'
'Suppose,'--the squire hesitated, then stopped, then went on again,--'suppose I should give you the money?'
'Give me the money!'
'Yes, lend it to you?'
A red glow came into Adam's face. 'I would go to-night.'
'And Sula?' said the squire.
'I would--' The boy was young, too young to have learned despair from only one bitter experience. Besides, he had not seen Caleb Stemmel's eyes. 'I would send for her when I could.'
The squire made a rapid reckoning. He did not dare to send the boy away with less than a hundred dollars, and it would take a long while to replace it. He could not, could not send Sula, too, no matter how much he hated divorce, no matter how much he feared Caleb Stemmel's influence over her, no matter how much he loved Millerstown and every man, woman, and child in it. If he sent Sula, it would mean that he might never start on his own journey. He looked down at her, as she sat drooping in her chair.
'What do you say, Sula?'
Sula looked up at him. It might have been the thought of parting which terrified her, or the recollection of Caleb Stemmel.
'Oh, I would try,' she said faintly; 'I would try to do what is right.
But they are after me all the time--and--and--' Her voice failed, and she began to cry.
The squire swung open the door of the old safe.
'You have ten minutes to catch the train,' he said gruffly. 'You must hurry.'
Adam laid a shaking hand on the girl's shoulder. It was the first time he had been near her for weeks.
'Sula,' he began wretchedly.
The squire straightened up. He had pulled out from the safe a roll of bills. With it came a ma.s.s of brightly colored pamphlets which drifted about on the floor.