Part 1 (2/2)

She gazed at the thinning ma.s.s of brown and gray hair that adorned the sides and back of his head. The multicolored strands were also present in greater numbers on the center of his chest, creating a triangular ma.s.s of thickness. ”I'm just tired of the drama,” she said.

He sat down on the bed. ”Are we talking about the same thing?”

”Are we?” she asked.

He removed the belt from her blouse and changed the subject. ”Turn on over, girl,” he said as he eased her onto her stomach. ”Let me give you a ma.s.sage.”

She turned onto her stomach and felt his hands stroking the back of her neck. She closed her eyes as his fingers slid under her blouse and pressed against her flesh, slowly gaining momentum, and then descending to her back. His hands traveled down the length of her waist, and then back up again, kneading her flesh the way a baker kneaded dough.

She turned her head to the side and opened her eyes. The leather-bound Bible sat directly in front of her, its contents tugging at her conscience. She turned away, not only from its image but from the truth she knew it held.

No, Tia thought, she wasn't at Grandma's house. But Scamp definitely was the big bad wolf, and by the time he whispered, ”Turn over. It's time to do the front,” the fire burning in Tia was in full force.

Afterward, Tia lay next to him in bed, inhaling the industrial scent from the stiff pillowcases that had infiltrated her nostrils. She looked at the off-white curtains hanging from the window and noticed a brown stain embedded in the fibers of one of the panels. The blemish coincided with the way she now felt inside. A sudden gush of sadness engulfed her as she listened to Scamp sleeping soundly.

She eased out of the bed and got dressed quickly. Too bad those hands hadn't belonged to her husband, she thought as she walked out of the hotel room.

Chapter One.

”Code blue,” the commanding voice on the overhead paging system said with clarity. ”Fifth floor, room 524!” The operator repeated it. ”Code blue, fifth floor, room 524.”

Tia Sparks had just started her Wednesday morning nursing s.h.i.+ft at Victory Memorial Hospital on the south side of the city of Chicago. She'd entered the elderly patient's room to find him unresponsive and with no detectable pulse. After she'd called for help, she'd immediately begun CPR until the resuscitation team had arrived and taken over.

Tia had delegated herself to crowd control while the doctor and ICU nurses continued their efforts to revive the patient. She watched as IV lines were started and heart-monitoring patches were placed on precise areas of his upper body.

”Clear!” the doctor shouted as he gave the patient a jolt of electricity from the defibrillator.

Tia watched as the patient's body bounced slightly on the bed. Seconds pa.s.sed with no detectable activity.

”Clear!” the doctor shouted out again.

There was still no response, and shortly thereafter, all resuscitation efforts were stopped and the patient was p.r.o.nounced dead. Tia stood in the doorway, watching them prepare to transport the patient off the floor. She wondered if he had been discovered sooner would their efforts to save him have made a difference.

Suddenly, the memory of her extramarital encounter came flooding back to her. It had only happened once, but she convinced herself that she did not want the fire burning in her to be extinguished. She rubbed her shoulder. Good or bad it was the only indication that she was still alive.

She walked slowly back to the nurse's station and entered her notes into the computer, then she headed back down the hallway to check on her other patients. She reached the end of the brightly lit corridor and stopped in front of room 523. It was situated directly across the hall from the room where she'd called the code just a little while earlier. She tapped lightly on the closed door, and thought she heard someone crying.

”Come in,” the woman answered weakly.

”Good morning,” Tia said closing the door behind her. ”My name is Tia. I'll be your nurse today.”

”Good morning. I'm Francis, but you probably know that already,” she said, pointing to the chart in Tia's hand. ”At least I hope you do,” she mumbled.

Tia stopped at the sink next to the door and washed and dried her hands. Before putting on a pair of latex gloves, she walked over to the window and opened the blinds. Although it was a frigidly cold and cloudy day, the sun revealed itself intermittently, allowing its light to infiltrate the room. ”Let's get a little light in here,” she said.

Francis's mottled hand shook as she dabbed at the corners of her eyes with a tissue.

Tia looked down at her weathered face. ”Have you been crying, Francis?”

”No,” she said, rubbing the side of her face. ”I'm just a little tired, that's all. And I usually go by Franny.”

Tia looked at the almost empty IV bag of normal saline that had been calculated to run slowly through her patient's veins.

”I'll be changing your IV when this bag is finished,” she said.

”Are you a nurse?” Franny asked.

Tia looked down at her navy and white nurse's pin; the gold trim surrounding it glittered from its position on her right collar. Just below the pin was her name badge with the initials RN in bold, black letters large enough for even the faintest eyes to see. Never mind the fact that she'd just told her who she was. She looked at the woman's gentle but tired-looking face. ”Yes,” she said softly, ”I am.”

”What was all that commotion a bit ago outside in the hallway?” Franny asked.

”Just a little situation,” Tia said as she placed her stethoscope in her ears, and then placed them on the left side of Franny's chest. She listened as the faint beating of her heart decreased, and then escalated like a motor being revved up.

Tia thought about her own heart and how the beating of it increased every time she heard the baritone of her lover's voice. It was like a musical opus, and it had slowly made its way to the core of her body where she'd invited it to mingle with her soul.

”Is everything all right?” Franny eyed her suspiciously.

”I'm not done yet.”

”No, I mean with the patient across the hall.”

”Oh,” Tia said. ”Well, I can't talk about the condition of other patients; privacy rules, you know.”

”Oh, I see.”

”Can you sit up for me please?”

Franny slowly raised herself to a sitting position. ”Did you go to college?”

Tia smiled. ”Yes, I went to college. You can't get a nursing degree unless you do.”

”I was just wondering,” Franny said. ”You look a little young.”

”Well, I guess that could be a compliment,” Tia said. She placed the stethoscope against Franny's back and listened to her lungs as they made a whistling sound when she inhaled. Each time her lungs reached their capacity, Tia instructed her to release the air and the sound reminded her of wood crackling in a fireplace. She pulled out her pen and began making notes on a sheet of paper attached to a clipboard.

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