Part 43 (1/2)
'Nonsense! The carriage will be out in five minutes.'
'I must go, Owen. There's some story of a demon in human shape on the water with her last night, and Mr. Prendergast can't get a word out of her.'
'Is that any reason you should go ramping about, prying into people's affairs?'
'But, Owen, they will send her away. They will take away her character.'
'The--the--the more reason you should have nothing to do with it,' he exclaimed. 'It is no business for you, and I won't have you meddle in it.'
Such a strong and sudden a.s.sumption of fraternal authority took away her breath; and then, in terror lest he should know cause for this detention, she said--
'Owen! you don't guess who it was?'
'How should I?' he roughly answered. 'Some villainous slander, of course, there is, but it is no business of yours to be straking off to make it worse.'
'I should not make it worse.'
'Women always make things worse. Are you satisfied now?' as the carriage was seen coming round.
'That is only to be packed.'
'Packed with folly, yes! Look here! 11.20, and the train at 12.5!'
'I will miss the train, go up later, and sleep in London.'
'Stuff and nonsense! Who is going to take you? Not I.'
In Lucilla's desperation in the cause of her favourite Edna, she went through a rapid self-debate. Honor would gladly wait for her for such a cause; she could sleep at Woolstone-lane, and thence go on to join Horatia in Derbys.h.i.+re, escorted by a Hiltonbury servant. But what would that entail? She would be at their mercy. Robert would obtain his advantage--it would be all over with her! Pride arose; Edna's cause sank. How many destinies were fixed in the few seconds while she stood with one foot forward, spinning her black hat by the elastic band!
'Too late, Mr. Prendergast; I cannot go,' she said, as she saw him waiting for her at the door. 'Don't be angry with me, and don't let the womankind prejudice you against poor Edna. You forgive me! It is really too late.'
'Forgive _you_?' smiled Mr. Prendergast, pressing her caressing hand in his great, lank grasp; 'what for?'
'Oh, because it is too late; and I can't help it. But don't be hard with her. Good-bye.'
Too late! Why did Lucilla repeat those words so often? Was it a relief to that irreflective nature to believe the die irrevocably cast, and the responsibility of decision over? Or why did she ask forgiveness of the only one whom she was not offending, but because there was a sense of need of pardon where she would not stoop to ask it.
Miss Charlecote and the Fulmorts, Rashe and Cilly, were to be transported to London by the same train, leaving Owen behind to help Charles Charteris entertain some guests still remaining, Honora promising him to wait in town until Lucilla should absolutely have started for Ireland, when she would supply him with the means of pursuit.
Lucilla's delay and change of mind made the final departure so late that it was needful to drive excessively fast, and the train was barely caught in time. The party were obliged to separate, and Robert took Phoebe into a different carriage from that where the other three found places.
In the ten minutes' transit by railway, Lucy, always softened by parting, was like another being towards Honor, and talked eagerly of 'coming home'
for Christmas, sent messages to Hiltonbury friends, and did everything short of retractation to efface the painful impression she had left.
'Sweetest Honey!' she whispered, as they moved on after the tickets had been taken, thrusting her pretty head over into Honor's place. 'n.o.body's looking, give me a kiss, and say you don't bear malice, though your kitten has been in a scratching humour.'
'Malice! no indeed!' said Honor, fondly; 'but, oh! remember, dear child, that frolics may be at too dear a price.'
She longed to say more, but the final stop was made, and their roads diverged. Honor thought that Lucy looked white and trembling, with an uneasy eye, as though she would have given much to have been going home with her.
Nor was the consoling fancy unfounded. Lucilla's nerves were not at their usual pitch, and an undefined sense of loss of a safeguard was coming over her. Moreover, the desire for a last word to Robert was growing every moment, and he _would_ keep on hunting out those boxes, as if they mattered to anybody.