Part 20 (1/2)
'I shall be delighted to have a companion,' said Honora; 'and I reckon upon you too, Robin, whenever you can spare time from your work. Come in, and let us talk it over.'
'Thank you, I can't. The dragon will fall on Phoebe if I keep her out too late. Be quick, Phoebe.'
While his sister went to fetch her hat, he put his elbows on the sill, and leaning into the room, said, 'Thank you again; it will be a wonderful treat to her, and she has never had one in her life!'
'I was in hopes she would have gone to Germany.'
'It is perfectly abominable! It is all the others' doing! They know no one would look at them a second time if anything so much younger and pleasanter was by! They think her coming out would make them look older.
I know it would make them look crosser.'
Laughing was the only way to treat this tirade, knowing, as Honor did, that there was but too much truth in it. She said, however, 'Yet one could hardly wish Phoebe other than she is. The rosebud keeps its charm longer in the shade.'
'I like justice,' quoth Robert.
'And,' she continued, 'I really think that she is much benefited by this formidable governess. Accuracy and solidity and clearness of head are worth cultivating.'
'Nasty lat.i.tudinarian piece of machinery,' said Robert, with his fingers over his mouth, like a sulky child.
'Maybe so; but you guard Phoebe, and she guards Bertha; and whatever your sense of injustice may be, this surely is a better school for her than gaieties as yet.'
'It will be a more intolerable shame than ever if they will not let her go with you.'
'Too intolerable to be expected,' smiled Honora. 'I shall come and beg for her to-morrow, and I do not believe I shall be disappointed.'
She spoke with the security of one not in the habit of having her patronage obstructed by relations; and Phoebe coming down with renewed thanks, the brother and sister started on their way home in the moonlight--the one plodding on moodily, the other, unable to repress her glee, bounding on in a succession of little skips, and pirouetting round to clap her hands, and exclaim, 'Oh! Robin, is it not delightful?'
'If they will let you go,' said he, too desponding for hope.
'Do you think they will not?' said Phoebe, with slower and graver steps.
'Do you really think so? But no! It can't lead to coming out; and I know they like me to be happy when it interferes with n.o.body.'
'Great generosity,' said Robert, dryly.
'Oh, but, Robin, you know elder ones come first.'
'A truth we are not likely to forget,' said Robert. 'I wish my uncle had been sensible of it. That legacy of his stands between Mervyn and me, and will never do me any good.'
'I don't understand,' said Phoebe; 'Mervyn has always been completely the eldest son.'
'Ay,' returned Robert, 'and with the tastes of an eldest son. His allowance does not suffice for them, and he does not like to see me independent. If my uncle had only been contented to let us share and share alike, then my father would have had no interest in drawing me into the precious gin and brandy manufacture.'
'You did not think he meant to make it a matter of obedience,' said Phoebe.
'No; he could hardly do that after the way he has brought me up, and what we have been taught all our lives about liberty of the individual, absence of control, and the like jargon.'
'Then you are not obliged?'
He made no answer, and they walked on in silence across the silvery lawn, the maythorns s.h.i.+ning out like flaked towers of snow in the moonlight, and casting abyss-like shadows, the sky of the most deep and intense blue, and the carols of the nightingales ringing around them. Robert paused when he had pa.s.sed through the gate leading into the dark path down-hill through the wood, and setting his elbows on it, leant over it, and looked back at the still and beautiful scene, in all the white mystery of moonlight, enhanced by the white-blossomed trees and the soft outlines of slumbering sheep. One of the birds, in a bush close to them, began prolonging its drawn-in notes in a continuous prelude, then breaking forth into a varied complex warbling, so wondrous that there was no moving till the creature paused.