Part 9 (2/2)

”You can see that this gets to my wife. She's staying with her sister in Brooklyn. I've written the address on the envelope.” He paused, adding: ”It's important, Mullins.”

Mullins accepted the note. ”Of course, sir,” he said. ”I'll have one of the men run it over directly.”

”Thank you, Mullins.” He smiled at the other man. ”I'll leave you to make the necessary arrangements here.”

”Can I ask where you're going, sir?”

”I'm going to find a cigarette, Mullins. And something illegal to drink.”

The sergeant frowned as Donovan turned, left the room, and went off in search of cigarettes.

here was no party that day at Gabriel Cross's capacious home on Long Island. Celeste had cancelled it, shooed away all of the guests, tired of their presumption, their preening, and their constant, relentless need for validation. Tired also of being alone, of being trapped there, away from her life, away from the city, with nothing to occupy her time, save for the execrable company of Gabriel's perpetual houseguests.

At least, that's how she described it to Gabriel as they drank coffee in the drawing room around eleven o'clock that morning. She was dressed in an immaculate blue dress that pooled around her knees like a splash of azure water, and she had kicked off her shoes, folding her legs up beneath her in the chair. Her painted toenails peeked out, matching the color of her hair.

Gabriel himself was slouched in his chair, twirling a cigarette in his fingers as he pondered her words. ”But Celeste, what is it with this anxiety to get back to the city? It's hardly as if you're desperate to reinsert yourself into society life.” He gave a slight cough and smiled at her, a gleam in his eye. ”It's no wonder you're feeling abandoned, anyway-you've frightened away all of my guests.”

”Gabriel ...”

He continued, unabashed. ”Besides, I thought we'd decided the city was too dangerous at the moment. All that business at Joe's.” He blew cigarette smoke at the ceiling, glancing nonchalantly out of the window.

Celeste looked somewhat perturbed by this apparent indifference to her plight. ”That was days ago. I miss the city. I miss ... you.” She paused, weighing her words. ”You're never here, always off gallivanting ”Gallivanting!” Gabriel snorted. ”Taking care of business, you mean. Looking after my interests in the city.”

”Interests indeed!” She sounded indignant.

Gabriel gave her a sidelong glance. What was she thinking? What was the root of this sudden change in demeanor? ”I'm trying to protect you. That's all, Celeste.”

Celeste sighed. She offered him a weary smile. ”I know. And you're a dear, dear man. But Gabriel, I do not need your protection.”

Gabriel stubbed his half-smoked cigarette into the ashtray, frustrated. ”Then what about the other night? Car chases and gunshots? What of those?”

Celeste looked at the floor. The timbre of her voice changed. ”There's ... there's things about me you don't know, Gabriel. Important things. Dangerous things.”

”Things that Gideon Reece is interested in, you mean?” Gabriel chewed his lips. He could see the worry that was etched onto her face; felt the need to somehow console her. Yet he was also aware of the emergence of a hollow feeling, a feeling that seemed to start in the pit of his belly and spread up through his torso, overwhelming him, making it difficult to breathe. He cared for this woman more than he cared for anything else in the world, more, even, than he cared for himself. He loved that he did not know everything about her. That was part of her allure, part of the frisson of their attraction. But this? This was troubling.

She did not answer him.

He leaned forward in his chair, bringing himself closer to her. ”Talk to me, Celeste.”

She was gazing out of the window. He wondered what she was thinking, what she was seeing behind those s.h.i.+ning eyes. He could see the wintry colors of the garden reflected in them. After a moment, she turned to him. ”I can't. I can't talk to you, not while you're like this.”

Gabriel frowned. ”Like what?” He didn't know what he could have done wrong.

”Oh, Gabriel. Haven't you worked it out yet? Haven't you realized? I know who you are. I know who you really are, beneath that ridiculous veneer.” Her voice was barely a whisper. ”Even if you don't know it yet yourself.”

Gabriel slumped back in his armchair, wis.h.i.+ng now that he'd asked Henry for something far stronger than coffee. Could she mean ... ? Did she know? Did she really know? How the h.e.l.l had she worked it out?

He stared at her, unable to form any words.

”We all have secrets, Gabriel. All of us. Some of them are better left unshared.” She brushed her hair back from her face. Her lips were parted. She looked more serious now than he had ever seen her before. ”I needed you last night.”

The moment stretched.

”I ... I was needed elsewhere.” He couldn't offer her any more than that.

Celeste smiled, a wan smile. ”Yes, I rather think you were,” she said. She flipped over the folded newspaper that was lying beside her on the coffee table. Gabriel could see the headline: DISASTER ON MADISON AVENUE, and beneath it: BIPLANES CRASH, TWO DEAD. WITNESSES REPORT VIGILANTE SEEN IN WRECKAGE.

Gabriel's heart was thudding in his chest. So she did know. Everything. But what did that mean? And what was she keeping from him?

He sipped at his coffee, and for a dreadful moment he wished for the party, wished that he was surrounded by those indolent, carefree specters that haunted his double life, dripping compliments and holding vacuous conversations in the doorways, f.u.c.king each other in the guest rooms and falling drunk into the duck pond. For a minute he wanted that, wanted to lose himself in its counterfeit embrace, to escape from the reality of this awful moment. She knew.

Gabriel swallowed. ”Alright, Celeste. Alright. But this doesn't change anything.”

Celeste shook her head. ”It changes everything, Gabriel, can't you see that? Everything.” He couldn't read her expression. ”It was all a perfect lie, anyway, wasn't it? The parties, the jazz, the girls.”

Gabriel shook his head emphatically. ”Not you, Celeste. Never you. You were never that.” He could see her bottom lip was quivering. He got out of his chair, crossed to her, wrapped his arm around her shoulders. ”I had never loved, until I loved you.”

She looked into his eyes. He could see the tears br.i.m.m.i.n.g, waiting to tumble down her cheeks.

”Look, once we're done here, once this is over with, we'll get away, we'll go somewhere new, together. Somewhere we can forget about it all.” He kissed her forehead. ”You choose. Anywhere.”

Celeste shook her head. The tears were now streaming down her face. ”Don't you see, Gabriel, that's just it? We can't. You don't understand.”

The statement cut him to the core. ”No. I don't understand.”

She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. ”There's more to this than guns and nightclubs, mobsters and crashed airplanes. Much more.”

”What do you mean? What do you know?”

But all she could do was sob, and all he could do in return was clutch her to him, holding her head against his chest and stroking her hair as she succ.u.mbed to her emotions.

Gabriel's head was full of questions. Questions that he did not know how to ask, that he couldn't even begin to phrase to the tortured, beautiful woman who lay beside him. How had she figured it out? How long had she known? What did it mean, for them? Did anyone else know? And what was it that was troubling her? Something else, something that she was clearly afraid to discuss. He thought he would go insane with the uncertainty. So many questions.

He lay on the bed beside her, fully dressed, his arms wrapped around her body. She was fast asleep. He watched her chest rise and fall with a regular rhythm. He'd wanted to spare her this, to save her. But then he thought of Donovan, holed up in the Ghost's apartment in Manhattan, concerned for his wife, hiding from the mob. Gabriel and the inspector were not so different, after all. He'd have to get back to the man soon. But ...

He glanced at Celeste. How could he leave her?

Gabriel leaned his head back against the wooden headboard in frustration. He considered taking Celeste back to Manhattan with him, and then rejected the idea. It was too dangerous, and she'd be too much of a distraction for him. Here, he knew she was safe. He couldn't risk it. He wouldn't be able to focus. And if Reece's men got to her ... he didn't even want to think about that. What did they want with her?

He used the side of his palm to smooth the hair back from her face. Her flesh was pale, like pure alabaster. He followed the line of her jaw with his finger. He'd do anything for this woman. Anything. Except let her go.

She stirred beneath his touch. Opened her eyes, smiled. Their eyes met. ”How long have I been sleeping?”

”A few hours,” Gabriel said. ”Not too long.”

Celeste propped herself on one elbow. He still had his arms around her. He didn't want to let go. ”They need you, Gabriel.”

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