Chapter 582 - Self-Harming Tendencies (1/2)

Lu Fenying frowned slightly as he stared at Qian’er’s face. It was completely different from Mo Qian’er’s face, but at that moment, the helplessness on it as she begged for mercy was too similar.

Mo Qian’er had been like that. She was scared and wanted to resist, but she never had the courage, and could only beg for mercy.

It made him never want to let her go.

“I told you not to leave the western courtyard, but you disobeyed me. What do you think I should do with you?” Lu Fenying smiled forbiddingly.

“I’m here to deliver the pill…” Qian’er bit her lip, tears welling up in her eyes.

She was really useless! She didn’t have Gu Bailu’s fearlessness, and couldn’t defy Lu Fenying when she was in front of him.

She hated herself for being such a coward.

“I’ll have someone fetch the pill when it’s ready. Did I tell you to deliver it? The main courtyard is a forbidden area. Why did you trespa.s.s here?” Lu Fenying squeezed her chin even harder, and it felt like it would shatter.

But Qian’er didn’t feel any pain. All she felt was how much she hated herself.

She closed her eyes as tears ran down her face.

Was there really no hope for her?

She couldn’t stand straight under the pressure from Lu Fenying as her legs trembled – she was scared. She was scared of Lu Fenying and she hated herself.

She didn’t know how to drive the fear away. She didn’t even dare hate Fenying, and could only hate herself.

Lu Fenying let go of her, and Qian’er fell to the floor. Biting her lip hard, she took out a silver needle and stabbed it into her palm.

This is your punishment for being useless, for being a coward, for lacking the courage to resist!

You deserve to be despised and taken advantage of! You deserve to live like an insignificant speck of dust!

She stabbed her hand with the silver needle as if she was crazy, until her entire hand dripped with blood.