Part 16 (2/2)

”Let me kiss you,” he said, his voice a little husky.

He was her betrothed and had never kissed her but once in the moonlight. It was his right, and after all, conquering the inevitable repugnance, it did not take long. Caught thus in a yielding mood she resolved to submit. She had a comforting sense that it was a rite to which in time one became accustomed. With a determination to perform her part graciously she lowered her eyelids and presented a dusky cheek. As his shoulder touched hers she felt that he trembled and was instantly seized with the antipathy that his emotion woke in her. But it was too late to withdraw. His arms closed round her and he crushed her against his chest. When she felt their strength and the beating of his heart against the unstirred calm of her own, her good resolutions were swept away in a surge of abhorrence. She struggled for freedom, repelling him with violent, pus.h.i.+ng hands, and exclaiming breathlessly:

”Don't, David! Stop! I won't have it! Don't!”

He instantly released her, and she shrunk away, brus.h.i.+ng off the bosom of her blouse as if he had left dust there. Her face was flushed and frowning.

”Don't. You mustn't,” she repeated, with heated reproof. ”I don't want you to.”

David smiled a sheepish smile, looking foolish, and not knowing what to say. At the sight of his crestfallen expression she averted her eyes, sorry that she had hurt him but not sufficiently sorry to risk a repet.i.tion of the unpleasant experience. He, too, turned his glance from her, biting his lip to hide the insincerity of his smile, irritated at her unmanageableness, and in his heart valuing her more highly that she was so hard to win. Both were exceedingly conscious, and with deepened color sat gazing in opposite directions like children who have had a quarrel.

A step behind them broke upon their embarra.s.sment, saving them from the necessity of speech. Daddy John's voice came with it:

”Missy, do you know if the keg of whisky was moved? It ain't where I put it.”

She turned with a lightning quickness.

”Whisky! Who wants whisky?”

Daddy John looked uncomfortable.

”Well, the doctor's took sort of cold, got a s.h.i.+ver on him like the ague, and he thought a nip o' whisky'd warm him up.”

She jumped to her feet.

”There!” flinging out the word with the rage of a disregarded prophet, ”a chill! I knew it!”

In a moment all the self-engrossment of her bashfulness was gone. Her mind had turned on another subject with such speed and completeness that David's kiss and her anger might have taken place in another world in a previous age. Her faculties leaped to the sudden call like a liberated spring, and her orders burst on Daddy John:

”In the back of the wagon, under the corn meal. It was moved when we crossed the Big Blue. Take out the extra blankets and the medicine chest. That's in the front corner, near my clothes, under the seat. A chill--out here in the wilderness!”

David turned to soothe her:

”Don't be worried. A chill's natural enough after such a wetting.”

She shot a quick, hard glance at him, and he felt ignominiously repulsed. In its preoccupation her face had no recognition of him, not only as a lover but as a human being. Her eyes, under low-drawn brows, stared for a second into his with the unseeing intentness of inward thought. Her struggles to avoid his kiss were not half so chilling.

Further solacing words died on his lips.

”It's the worst possible thing that could happen to him. Everybody knows that”--then she looked after Daddy John. ”Get the whisky at once,” she called. ”I'll find the medicines.”

”Can't I help?” the young man implored.

Without answering she started for the wagon, and midway between it and the fire paused to cry back over her shoulder:

”Heat water, or if you can find stones heat them. We must get him warm.”

And she ran on.

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