Part 3 (1/2)

Madame Depine made a reckless reference to her brooch, but the Princess had a gesture of horror. ”And wear your heart on your shawl when your friends come?” she exclaimed poetically. ”Sooner my watch shall go, since that at least is hidden in my bosom!”

”Heaven forbid!” e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Madame Depine. ”But if you sold the other things hidden in your bosom!”

”How do you mean?”

”The Royal Secrets.”

The ”Princess” blushed. ”What are you thinking of?”

”The journalist below us tells me that gossip about the great sells like Easter buns.”

”He is truly below us,” said Madame Valiere, witheringly. ”What! sell one's memories! No, no; it would not be _convenable_. There are even people living--”

”But n.o.body would know,” urged Madame Depine.

”One must carry the head high, even if it is not grey.”

It was almost a quarrel. Far below the steam-tram was puffing past.

At the window across the street a woman was beating her carpet with swift, spasmodic thwacks, as one who knew the legal time was nearly up. In the tragic silence which followed Madame Valiere's rebuke, these sounds acquired a curious intensity.

”I prefer to sacrifice the lottery rather than honour,” she added, in more conciliatory accents.

IX

The long quasi-Lenten weeks went by, and unflinchingly the two old ladies pursued their pious quest of the grey wig. b.u.t.ter had vanished from their bread, and beans from their coffee. Their morning brew was confected of charred crusts, and as they sipped it solemnly they exchanged the reflection that it was quite equal to the coffee at the _cremerie_. Positively one was safer drinking one's own messes. Figs, no longer posing as a pastime of the palate, were accepted seriously as _pieces de resistance_. The Spring was still cold, yet fires could be left to die after breakfast. The chill had been taken off, and by mid-day the sun was in its full power. Each sustained the other by a desperate cheerfulness. When they took their morning walk in the Luxembourg Gardens--what time the blue-ap.r.o.ned Jacques was polis.h.i.+ng their waxed floors with his legs for broom-handles--they went into ecstasies over everything, drawing each other's attention to the sky, the trees, the water. And, indeed, of a suns.h.i.+ny morning it was heartening to sit by the pond and watch the wavering sheet of beaten gold water, reflecting all shades of green in a restless s.h.i.+mmer against the shadowed gra.s.s around. Madame Valiere always had a bit of dry bread to feed the pigeons withal--it gave a cheerful sense of superfluity, and her manner of sprinkling the crumbs revived Madame Depine's faded images of a Princess scattering New Year largess.

But beneath all these pretences of content lay a hollow sense of desolation. It was not the want of b.u.t.ter nor the diminished meat; it was the total removal from life of that intangible splendour of hope produced by the lottery ticket. Ah! every day was drawn blank now.

This gloom, this gnawing emptiness at the heart, was worse than either had foreseen or now confessed. Malicious Fate, too, they felt, would even crown with the _grand prix_ the number they would have chosen.

But for the prospective draw for the Wig--which reintroduced the aleatory--life would scarcely have been bearable.

Madame Depine's sister-in-law's visit by the June excursion train was a not unexpected catastrophe. It only lasted a day, but it put back the Grey Wig by a week, for Madame Choucrou had to be fed at Duval's, and Madame Valiere magnanimously insisted on being of the party: whether to run parallel with her friend, or to carry off the brown wig, she alone knew. Fortunately, Madame Choucrou was both short-sighted and colour-blind. On the other hand, she liked a _pet.i.t verre_ with her coffee, and both at a separate restaurant. But never had Madame Valiere appeared to Madame Depine's eyes more like the ”Princess,” more gay and polished and debonair, than at this little round table on the sunlit Boulevard. Little trills of laughter came from the half-toothless gums; long gloved fingers toyed with the liqueur gla.s.s or drew out the old-fas.h.i.+oned watch to see that Madame Choucrou did not miss her train; she spent her sou royally on a hawked journal. When they had seen Madame Choucrou off, she proposed to dock meat entirely for a fortnight so as to regain the week. Madame Depine accepted in the same heroic spirit, and even suggested the elimination of the figs: one could lunch quite well on bread and milk, now the suns.h.i.+ne was here. But Madame Valiere only agreed to a week's trial of this, for she had a sweet tooth among the few in her gums.

The very next morning, as they walked in the Luxembourg Gardens, Madame Depine's foot kicked against something. She stooped and saw a s.h.i.+ning glory--a five-franc piece!

”What is it?” said Madame Valiere.

”Nothing,” said Madame Depine, covering the coin with her foot. ”My bootlace.” And she bent down--to pick up the coin, to fumble at her bootlace, and to cover her furious blush. It was not that she wished to keep the G.o.dsend to herself,--one saw on the instant that _le bon Dieu_ was paying for Madame Choucrou,--it was an instantaneous dread of the ”Princess's” quixotic code of honour. La Valiere was capable of flying in the face of Providence, of taking the windfall to a _bureau de police_. As if the inspector wouldn't stick to it himself! A purse--yes. But a five-franc piece, one of a flock of sheep!

The treasure-trove was added to the heap of which her stocking was guardian, and thus honestly divided. The trouble, however, was that, as she dared not inform the ”Princess,” she could not decently back out of the meatless fortnight. Providence, as it turned out, was making them gain a week. As to the figs, however, she confessed on the third day that she hungered sore for them, and Madame Valiere readily agreed to make this concession to her weakness.

X

This little episode coloured for Madame Depine the whole dreary period that remained. Life was never again so depressingly definite; though curiously enough the ”Princess” mistook for gloom her steady earthward glance, as they sauntered about the sweltering city. With anxious solicitude Madame Valiere would direct her attention to sunsets, to clouds, to the rising moon; but heaven had ceased to have attraction, except as a place from which five-francs fell, and as soon as the ”Princess's” eye was off her, her own sought the ground again. But this imaginary need of cheering up Madame Depine kept Madame Valiere herself from collapsing. At last, when the first red leaves began to litter the Gardens and cover up possible coins, the francs in the stocking approached their century.