Chapter 561 - Jang Shins Side (1/2)
Linfeng followed William's back with his eyes.
Once William left, out of the range where he could hear them, he asked Jang Shin again. ”Also, why are you so apprehensive about William? That guy might be a pervert sometimes, but he is definitely on our side. He will never harm us.”
Jang Shin frowned, his lips pursing. ”That guy is a lady killer, you know that. He was hitting on Tang Xinyang earlier.”
'Oh?'
”So you are jealous?”
Jang Shin was silent and shifted his eyes.
Linfeng: ”What will you do if this continues on? Tang Xinyang is already at the age where she can form relationsh.i.p.s for marriage. As a lady in the circle, she's not getting any younger. In the future, she will look for someone to marry, to carry on the Tang family's bloodline. Are you ready to just watch it like it has nothing to do with you?”
Jang Shin's peachy willow leaf eyes lowered. ”It has nothing to do with me. Those will happen in the future. I bet my feelings for her will be gone by then.”
”You can't say that for sure. What if it doesn't go away?”
Linfeng had been in Jang Shin's shoes before. He thought as well that his feelings for his Young Miss would be gone.
But it never disappeared. It only grew stronger, consuming him totally.
Jang Shin smiled sadly. ”Then I can only endure.”
Linfeng stared at him.
”Why are you going through so much trouble? If you just admit it and accept your feelings, all these complicated thoughts will be gone. The Tang family is not...” 'The Tang family is not like the Xiong family', Linfeng almost said, but he chose to swallow the rest. He sincerely advised, ”Shin, we don't know the future yet. You might regret not moving now.”
Jang Shin shook his head. ”Do you know why I did not focus on the path of being a butler, but supported you and SC instead?”
Linfeng nodded. He knew. His friend had a complicated relationship with his family.
Jang Shin took a deep breath.
Jang Shin was not the eldest. He was not the heir, so his family did not focus on him and had no expectations on him at all. It would be all good if that was all. However, Jang Shin was weak-willed since he was young. He got easily scared, cried like a girl, and was constantly called wimpy by his brothers and relatives.
It was only when Jang Shin met Linfeng and stuck himself at Linfeng's side that he got the inspiration to become someone stronger and capable like him. He admired Linfeng since he was young, and set him as a model to emulate.