Chapter 342 - Lu Yin Zes Kiss (1/2)

”!!!”

Xiong Zhi's question came so sudden that Lu Yin Ze's thoughts braked. His eyes went wide.

His heart thumped fast and his mouth opened, but he could not say anything.

Xiong Zhi watched him closely. His expression was enough to tell her that he indeed felt so.

She closed her eyes momentarily, took a deep breath, and opened her eyes to stare at the beautiful man's frozen face.

”Don't love me, Yin Ze, because I can't return your feelings. Never.”

Silence.

It took a while before his brain fully registered the words. His heart clenched.

It was like there were a thousand sharp knives slowly slicing at his heart.

Painful. Piercing.

The hand holding on her arm loosened.

Xiong Zhi saw his face turn pale, the hurt in his eyes, and the slight trembling of his pale lips.

Her heart felt uncomfortable as well.

Lu Yin Ze, this boy, was sweet, kind, and sincere. He was one of the loveliest people she met. Due to lack of love, he was like a puppy yearning for her affection, from the first person who helped him step out of the shadows.

In front of such a sincere love, if it was another woman, they would be very happy and their ego would be satisfied. They probably would accept his pursuit and dote on him without fully understanding the depths of his feelings.

But Xiong Zhi knew clearly how he felt. Because she, too, had been desperate. She, too, loved someone so deeply she could devote her entire life, fortune, reputation... everything to that person.

She could see herself in Lu Yin Ze's position. If she was in his shoes, confessing her love to Linfeng, and Linfeng refused her ruthlessly...

Could she bear it?

That was what exactly she was doing to Lu Yin Ze right now.

Her heart felt astringent. She felt suffocated. But she really needed to make it clear to him.

Because in reality, she was Xiong Zhi who loved Linfeng dearly, and Linfeng also reciprocated her love. She could not string Lu Yin Ze on, because it was the most unfair to him.

She must erase his expectations, so that he would give up eventually and find his own happiness that she could not give to him.

”Yin Ze,” Xiong Zhi said. Her eyes were determined. ”There are millions of fishes out there. The world is big. I am only the first fish you saw in a well, so you are very attached to me. But now, you are not living in that tiny well anymore. You have the whole sky. There are streams, rivers, oceans. Find more streams, Yin Ze, find your own happiness.”

Lu Yin Ze's eyes blurred.

This was why he did not want to confess, even though he dreamed of it a hundred times. Because he knew what she would answer to him.

There was a tight hand gripping at his heart, clenching it, suffocating him. His chest felt sore. It made it difficult to breathe and speak.

He was unwilling.

No! I don't want to give up!

The hidden longing in his heart finally exploded.

Find my happiness? I will! My happiness is right in front of me!

A sudden impulsive urge overcame him, making him lose himself for a moment.

His arm reached out and pulled the girl into his arms. Caught off guard, the force unbalanced Xiong Zhi and she fell onto his hard chest. Without any warning, he raised her slender chin and kissed her.

”!!!”

Xiong Zhi's eyes went wide.

Lu Yin Ze was a growing man. As every man in his early twenties with a sweetheart, he naturally experienced having spring dreams. And in every one of his dreams was the girl in his arms.

For the longest time, he badly wanted to taste her lips. To embrace her soft waist.

He wanted those lips to only utter his name and give him attention.

Zhi'er.

Zhi'er.

He wanted Zhi'er to be his.

The kiss only lasted for two seconds before Xiong Zhi overcame her shock and pushed him with all her might. When Lu Yin Ze freed her, she gave him a loud slap.

'Slap!'

The loud sound echoed in the parking lot.

Xiong Zhi's eyes were red. She was indignant and raging mad. She could not believe that Lu Yin Ze, her trusted friend, would force her to kiss him!

How could he do that!

What Xiong Zhi hated the most was other people touching her, especially men. The trauma of the past gave birth to this hatred and abhorrence towards physical contacts.