Volume Ii Part 31 (2/2)
”I have a month's leave at my disposal (and suppose I could easily extend it) whenever I like to take it; and if all should go well in autumn, we might do worse than take a flying ramble through the south and west of Ireland.
”I am going now to look at some of the islands in the Adriatic: they are as little known as the Fijis, and about as civilised.
”When you print my story, 'Fred Thornton,' you'll see it will look better than you think it. I hope you'll put it in your next.”
_To Mr John Blackwood._
”Trieste, _June_ 15, 1868.
”One would have thought that you had a vision of the devil dancing in my breeches pocket when you sent me a cheque in advance. Sooth to say, my 'sooty friend' does perform many a _pas seul_ there; but as I seldom put my hand in, I don't disturb him.
”I take your hint and send you an O'D. for the House, and I suppose the one on 'Labouchere' will reach me to-morrow or next day.
”I don't know what is the matter with me. Hitherto I have divided my life pretty equally between whist and sleep; now, as I get no whist here, I have fallen back on my other resource, but with such a will that I rarely awake at all. I'll back myself against anything but a white bear, and give odds.
”This infernal place is slowly wearing me out. I have not one man to talk to. I don't care for indigo,--my own prospects are blue enough. As for rags, my small clothes suffice. But why bore you? I'd like to go and see you, but as that is not exactly practicable, I'll pay you a visit in _imagination_, and in _reality_ send my warmest regards to Mrs Blackwood.”
_To Mr John Blackwood._
”Trieste, _Monday, June_ 15.
”I have deferred these a day, thinking that the 'Labouchere' O'D. might arrive; but I delay no longer now, as the post is in without it.
”I have got a long letter from Grant from Suez, interesting because from him, but in other respects tame, and with no novelty that the papers have not told us.
”I am informed to-day that the Mediterranean Squadron are to be here next week, and I am not overjoyed at the news. My wife is sick; myself, poor, out of spirits, and dissatisfied, and by no means in the vein to distribute outdoor relief in cigars and bitter beer to a set of noisy devils who, for the most part, reckon uproar as the synonym for jollity.
”That little heathen, as you called him, ------, is raising a No Popery cry in a course of lectures through the country, and means to help himself into Parliament. If the Irish Church be doomed, her fate will be owing to her defenders: the rottenness and black dishonesty of the men who rally round her would disgrace any cause.”
_To Mr William Blackwood._
”Trieste, _June_ 25, 1868.
”I was glad to see your autograph again, even though it brings to me shady tidings. I posted the 'Lab.' O'D. on the _4th of June_, myself.
”It was spicy and 'saucy,' and I'm sorry it has miscarried. I never could re-write anything. I was once called on by F. O. to state more fully some points I had written in my 'Despatch No. so-and-so,' and I had no copy, of course, and was obliged to say I'd write another if they liked, but had lost all memory of that referred to.
”I see little chance of getting out of this except to be buried, and if habit will do something, I'll not mind that ceremony after some years at Trieste. I'd say, Why don't you come and see me?--if I was worth seeing.
But why don't you come and see Venice, which is only four hours from me, and then come over to me? Men who hunt seldom fish--a rod spoils a nice light hand; so that what could you do better in your long vacation than come out here, fully see Venice, Vienna, the Styrian Alps, and I'll brush myself up and try and be as pleasant as my creditors will permit me?
”I am delighted with Kinglake, but I want the two first volumes. If I had been in town, where I could have seen books and men (men especially), I'd have been delighted to review him.”
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