Part 15 (1/2)
Then, when Marie Antoinette has finished this letter, some of whose characters here and there are disfigured by her tears, she thinks of leaving to her children a last token of remembrance--one which the executioner's hand has not desecrated.
The only ornament which remains is her long hair, whose silver-gray locks are the tearful history of her sufferings.
Marie Antoinette with her own hands despoils herself of this last ornament; she cuts off her long hair behind the head, so as to leave it as a last token to her children, to her relatives and friends. Then, after having taken her spiritual farewell of life, she prepares herself for the last great ceremony of her existence, for death.
She feels exhausted, weary unto death, and she strengthens herself for this last toilsome journey, that she may worthily pa.s.s through it.
Marie Antoinette needs food, and with courageous mind she eats a chicken's wing which has been brought to her. After having eaten, she makes her last toilet, the toilet of death.
The wife of the jailer, at the queen's request, gives her one of her own chemises, and Marie Antoinette puts it on. Then she clothes herself with the garments which she has worn during her days of trial before the tribunal of the revolution, only over the black woollen dress, which she has often mended and patched with her own hand, she puts on a mantle of white needlework. Around her neck she ties a small plain kerchief of white muslin, and, as it is not allowed her to mount the scaffold with uncovered head, she puts on it the round linen hood which the peasant-women used to wear. Black stockings cover her feet, and over them she draws shoes of black woollen stuff.
Her toilet is now ended--earthly things have pa.s.sed away! Ready to meet death, the queen lays herself down on her bed and sleeps.
She still sleeps when she is notified that a priest is there, ready to come in, if she will confess.
But Marie Antoinette has already unveiled her heart to G.o.d; she will have none of these priests of reason, whom the republic has ordained, after having exiled or murdered with the guillotine the priests of the Church.
”As I cannot do as I please,” she has written to Madame Elizabeth, in her farewell letter, ”so must I endure it if a priest is sent to me; but I now declare that I will tell him not a word, that I will consider him entirely as a stranger to me.”
And Marie Antoinette held her word. She forbids not the priest Girard to come in, but she answers in the negative when he asks her if she will receive from him the consolations of religion.
She paces her small cell to and fro, to warm herself, for her feet are stiff with cold. As seven o'clock strikes, the door opens.
It is the executioner of Paris, Samson, who enters.
A slight tremor runs through the queen's frame. ”You come very early, sir,” murmurs she, ”could you not delay somewhat?”
As Samson replies in the negative, Marie Antoinette a.s.sumes again a calm, cold att.i.tude. She drinks without any reluctance the cup of chocolate which has been brought to her from a neighboring cafe.
Proudly, calmly, she allows her hands to be bound with strong ropes behind her back.
At eleven o'clock she finally leaves her room to descend the corridor, and to mount into the wagon which waits for her before the gate of the Conciergerie.
No one guides her on the way; no one bids her a last farewell; no one shows a sympathizing or sad countenance to the departing one.
Alone, between two rows of gendarmes posted on both sides of the corridor, the queen walks forward; behind her is Samson, holding in his hand the end of the rope; the priest and the two a.s.sistants of the executioner follow him.
On the path of Death--such is the suite of the queen, the daughter of an emperor!
Perchance at this hour thousands were on their knees to offer to G.o.d their heart-felt prayers for Marie Antoinette, whom in the silence of the soul they still call ”the queen;” perchance many thousand compa.s.sionate hearts pour out warm tears of sympathy for her who now ascends into the miserable wagon, and sits on a plank which ropes have made firm to both sides of the vehicle. But those who pray and weep have retired into the solitude of their rooms, for G.o.d alone must receive their sighs and see their tears. The eyes which follow the queen on her last journey must not weep; the words which are shouted at her must betray no compa.s.sion.
Paris knows that this is the hour of the queen's execution, and the Parisian crowd is ready, it is waiting. In the streets, in the windows of the houses, on the roofs, the people have stationed themselves in enormous ma.s.ses; they fill the whole Place de la Revolution with their dark, destructive forms.
Now resound the drums of the National Guard posted before the Conciergerie. The large white horse, which draws the chariot in which Marie Antoinette sits backward, at the side of the priest, is driven onward by the man who swings on its back. Behind her in the wagon is Samson and his a.s.sistants.
The queen's face is white; all blood has left her cheeks and lips, but her eyes are red; they have wept so much, unfortunate queen! She weeps not now. Not one tear dims her eye, which pensively and calmly soars above the crowd, then is lifted up to the very roofs of the houses, then again is slowly lowered, and seems to stare over the human heads away into infinite distance.
Calm and pensive as the eye is the queen's countenance, her lips are nearly closed, no nervous movement on her face tells whether she suffers, whether she feels, whether she notices those tens of thousands of eyes which are fixed on her, cold, curious, sarcastic! And yet Marie Antoinette sees every thing! She sees yonder woman who lifts up her child; she sees how this child with his tiny hands sends a kiss to the queen! Suddenly a nervous agitation pa.s.ses over the queen's features, her lips tremble, and her eyes are obscured with a tear! This first, this single token of human sympathy has revived the heart of the queen and awakened her from her torpor.