Part 21 (1/2)

Max reminded me that she had her car. ”I'll drive you. I've canceled my dinner plans, obviously,” she said. She took a business card out of the wallet inside her pocketbook and jotted down her cell-phone number with a pen that she walked over to Dottie's desk to get. ”If you're ever in Tribeca, Detective, please give me a call.” She handed him the card, which he accepted, read, and then put in his pants pocket.

Max exchanged a last look with Wyatt, fraught with some kind of meaning lost on me.

Wyatt smiled and called a uniformed officer over. ”Get them to their car.” The officer nodded and opened the blood-spattered office door for us with rubber-gloved hands.

The officer walked us to Max's car, which was parked in the dorm parking lot, behind my building. We got in, and Max locked the doors with a thunk, nearly scaring me half to death. I grabbed my throat. ”I'm a little jumpy.”

”I'll say,” Max replied, and started the car. ”What happened in there?”

I told her about going to look for Fiona and our debate over the paper and how she finally revealed to me that she, not Vince or Ray, had killed Kathy.

”Did she threaten you?” Max asked, maneuvering the car up the main drive and off campus.

”No.” I felt my eyes well up again. ”But G.o.d knows she's in enough trouble now to ruin her life forever.”

We pulled up to the hospital entrance, and Max told me to get out while she looked for a parking s.p.a.ce. I went inside and waited a few minutes; Kevin arrived, holding a small leather bag and wearing his black s.h.i.+rt, collar, black pants, and black shoes. No more Stoner Priest. We stood in the bright lights of the hospital admissions area, his arms around me. When I was done crying, he went up to the nurses' station and spoke to a woman at the admissions desk. After a brief conversation, he motioned to me, ”Come on.”

We walked down the hall and got into the elevator, which was empty. He pushed the b.u.t.ton for the fourth floor and turned to me. ”You're covered in blood,” he said.

I looked down and saw that my neck, arms, and dress were covered in dried, russet-colored blood. Kevin touched my jaw. ”There, too.”

The door opened on the fourth floor. Several uniformed police officers were cl.u.s.tered together in front of the nurses' station; they all turned when the doors opened. I recognized Simons from the day before. He came over and took Kevin by the arm, leading him down the hall wordlessly. When they were a safe distance away, Simons told Kevin something, and Kevin nodded like he understood. He returned.

”He's in surgery and will be for another hour or so. The shoulder wound isn't too bad, but the other wound was close to the heart and nicked an artery. The doctor is also concerned about infection, so the next twenty-four hours are critical.” He looked at me, his eyes huge behind his c.o.ke-bottle lenses. ”They want me to stay. Do you want to stay or go home and get some rest?”

”I'll stay.”

”You want coffee?” he asked, as we walked to a bank of plastic chairs against the wall.

I shrugged. I didn't care.

He put his bag down on the chair. ”No fooling around with the holy chrism,” he admonished, shaking his finger in my face. When I didn't laugh, he turned and went to find coffee.

A tall cop, about fifty, in knee-high leather boots, jodhpurs, and a leather bomber jacket approached me and knelt next to me. He held a round helmet with a visor under his arm that had ”Motorcycle One” printed on it. ”Are you the professor?”

I nodded.

”Jack Panebianco. Motorcycle.” He held out his hand.

”Cannoli rider?” I took his hand, which was rough around mine.

He looked puzzled for a moment and then laughed. ”Cannoli rider,” he confirmed.

”We never got to eat them. They're still in my refrigerator,” I said, and sobbed.

He looked uncomfortable. Of all of the cops I had met in the last several weeks, none could handle tears. Crying Witnesses 101 needed to be added to the cop school curriculum, too. ”You can eat them when he gets out.”

I shrugged. ”I guess.”

”He's tough.”

”I know.”

He looked around. ”I just wanted to say h.e.l.lo. I wouldn't cart cannolis around on a motorcycle for just anyone.” He walked back to the nurses' station and leaned against it, turning to talk to one of the nurses.

Kevin came back with two cups of coffee and handed one to me and the other to Max, whom he had met up with in the elevator. ”I spoke with one of the nurses, and she said that you could clean up in the bathroom behind the nurses' station if you want,” he said.

I didn't answer.

”Do you want to?”

I shook my head. ”I'll do it when I get home.” The three of us sat in silence for two hours, Max and I sipping coffee that tasted like battery acid. I decided that whatever they taught Kevin about silence in the seminary was well learned; he didn't feel the need to fill the s.p.a.ce with chatter. Even Max had adopted the code of silence and sat quietly, just holding my hand.

Well into our second hour of silence, I spoke. ”He has kids. Twin daughters.”

Kevin nodded. He knew.

Wyatt showed up an hour later, looking drained. He fell into the plastic chair next to Kevin. ”How we doing?” he asked.

Kevin answered. ”Don't know. We're waiting for him to get out of surgery.”

Wyatt nodded. ”When he gets out, go in and do whatever it is you Catholics do to sick people. It'll make him feel better even if he doesn't know.”

Kevin smiled. ”You're not Catholic, Detective?” he asked.

”I'm half-Samoan. We send our dead out on surfboards to the great beyond,” he said, almost serious. ”My grandmother is probably in Antarctica by now.”

I shot Max a look and whispered in her ear, ”Your kids will be a quarter Samoan.”

The four of us sat in the plastic chairs, an odd quartet: a blood-covered woman, a priest, a s.e.xy sprite, and a half-Samoan, half-something-else detective. Every time the elevator opened, we tensed, looking for the stretcher that would hold Crawford's body. Finally, after fourteen or fifteen false alarms, the doors opened and he was back from surgery.

I started to get up, but Wyatt took my arm. ”Sit down,” he commanded, and for some reason, I did. ”Wait until they get him settled. I'll ask the doctor if we can go in.”

I sat back down.

”Besides, the nurses here eat college professors for breakfast. If you break the rules, they'll toss you out and you won't be coming back.”

”I get it,” I said impatiently.

Wyatt got up and loped down the hall slowly, his long arms swinging back and forth. He stopped outside the door to Crawford's room and turned back, giving me his version of the sad face.

The doctor came out, a short Asian woman with waist-long black hair. She had on blue scrubs and plastic baggies covering her clogs. She looked up at Wyatt, her head bent back at an uncomfortable angle. I saw her hold up one finger and give directions, and then all five fingers. She walked away a minute later, leaving Wyatt standing in front of Crawford's room.

Wyatt whistled. ”Padre!” he called to Kevin.

Kevin leapt up and flew down the hallway, the leather bag clasped in his hand. He entered the room while Wyatt waited outside.