Chapter 1139 - Xiao Yi, I Wish You Happiness (1/2)

Xiao Yi, by the time you read this letter, I will have left the apartment already.

I’ll wait for you by the Lily Garden’s Lily Pond. If you still want to marry me after reading this letter, you can come and look for me. I’ll wait until three in the afternoon as the air ticket I bought is at five in the afternoon.

If you think you cannot accept me after you finished reading the letter, please don’t come and look for me. I won’t blame you, because this is because of me.

I was very shocked and very touched by the proposal yesterday. I’m so happy to have that kind of proposal once in my lifetime. I don’t regret loving you. In this world, there are many couples who love each other but don’t end up together and we may be one of them. As long as we loved each other before, there wouldn’t be any regrets, right?”

Although I would be sad and would question G.o.d’s unfairness, I’m proud and happy to be able to have a deep and memorable love once.

Actually, I was cold to you for a period after we came back from the Capital, not because I don’t love you anymore, but because I was diagnosed to not be able to have any children. I should have long known this, since I should have observed that I hadn’t been able to get pregnant after we did it so many times without precaution.

I really like the names you made for our children, Xiao Wan and Xiao An. But in this lifetime, I cannot fulfill your wish anymore.

Xiao Yi, I’m sorry, I really want to tell you this in person, but I don’t have the courage to do so. I don’t dare to see the disappointment in your eyes… I’m scared!

I’m sorry.

…

As Xia Yanran wrote the letter, tears fell uncontrollably. Scorching hot tears fell on the letter with pretty words, smudging on the paper.

Xia Yanran sniffled, writing two more sentences before she put down the pen.

For a while she sat on the floor by the bed, staring at the man who was deep in sleep. As her eyes moved from his straight eyebrows, they trailed down his tall nose then to his s.e.xy scarlet lips.

She could not help but slide her fingers across his handsome features.

Although she was afraid, she still hoped selfishly that he would go and meet her.

“Xiao Yi, I won’t blame you even if you don’t come.”

Leaning against the bed, she stared at him for a long time before she went to pack her luggage and left when the sun barely shown itself.

There was another person who wasn’t asleep. Tang Chao, who was in the other room.

Earlier in the day, he had listened carefully to Yi Ran’s words and observed every action and sound from the master bedroom.

When Xia Yanran walked out of the room with her luggage, Tang Chao noticed it immediately. Tang Chao opened his door slightly, furrowing his eyebrows in deep thought as he watched Xia Yanran leave the apartment.

After Xia Yanran closed the door, Tang Chao went into the master bedroom.

Xiao Yi was still sleeping. Tang Chao stood by the bed and stared at him for a while, before he suddenly noticed a neatly placed note on the bedside table.

Tang Chao opened the note, reading its contents before he slowly crushed the note into a ball.

…

When Xiao Yi woke up, it was nearly nine in the morning.

The important client last night was too much and mixed all the alcohol together to drink. It had been a while since he drank like this, so he felt extremely weak and only took a shower before he slept, even though he originally planned to be intimate with Xia Yanran after he returned.

Since he woke up after being very drunk, his head still ached, his temple twitching. Xiao Yi raised his well-defined fingers and ma.s.saged his throbbing temples.

As if thinking of something, he glanced beside him.

Where was Xia Yanran?

Xiao Yi hurriedly got up and went to the living room. Tang Chao came out from the kitchen. “Brother Xiao, I made some porridge.”