Chapter 1047 - Long Awaited Kiss (2/2)

He held the back of her head with one hand to keep her from moving away, and grabbed her waist with his other hand, pulling her close to him forcefully. The man’s hot breath with the smell of tobacco entered her mouth and nose, as if it was melting her.

Her teeth were skillfully pried open by him and her tongue was firmly grabbed by him. He attacked her mouth ruthlessly, tasting every inch of her mouth.

Xia Yanran was kissed forcefully by him, their teeth touching and he only released her when they were both almost out of breath. But his large hand was still around her waist and with heavy breaths, he buried his face into her neck. She could feel the change in his body and she laughed softly to hide her panic.

“Why are you laughing?” Xiao Yi raised his head from Xia Yanran’s neck and looked at her.

Xia Yanran’s lips were swollen and glistening by his kisses. She pursed her lips and it seemed like there was still his temperature lingering, unusually hot. Xia Yanran raised her long eyelashes and looked at him quietly. “Xiao Yi, we’ve known each other for ten years now! I’m already twenty-eight years old, and I’ve given you the best times of my youth.

“Over the years, we separated and got back together, and there was a time we couldn’t be separated from each other. We have already tried very hard to integrate into each other’s life and I even wanted to be the woman of a big boss, regardless of life and death, only caring about the present.

“But reality is reality. My brother went to medical university for seven years. He could have saved many patients who needed him to operate on. But because of my relations.h.i.+p, he destroyed his life’s pursuits. Because of me, his dreams have disappeared into nothing.

“If it had been four or five years ago, I would have laid down everything for love and even feel that it was fine to sacrifice myself. But now, I find that I can’t do it. Xiao Yi, in fact, you and I both know that when we’re together, there will always be the day it would end. It has been ten years, isn’t it time to let go?”

Xia Yanran stared fixedly at him, her eyes bright, but the rims of her eyes were red.

Xiao Yi still had his arm around her slender waist, his tall body not moving, only his eyes that were looking at her turned dark slightly. His calloused fingers rubbed her charming face and he said with a cold and hoa.r.s.e voice, “Yanran, you said that we were entangled for ten years, not ten days or ten months. How can you expect me to let go, just because you say so?”

Xia Yanran felt a lump in her throat and tears filled her eyes.

“Yanran…”

That soft cry was more like a sigh and Xia Yanran’s heart trembled, almost bursting into tears.

Xia Yanran bit her lips and looked at the man in front of her with blurry sight. “But I don’t want to spend another decade to love a man who I won’t have a good ending with!”

In these ten years, he had destroyed her happiness and everything she had…

But he had also taken away her heart.

Why was it so difficult for her to start over? Why did he appear again when she wanted to forget him?

Was this fate?

The tears swimming around Xia Yanran’s eyes fell drop by drop and hit the back of his hand, like a hot whip, whipping his heart.

Xia Yanran lowered her eyes, her body trembling slightly. “Xiao Yi, we’ve tried our best, but we’re not suitable. Please stop pestering me, let me go and let yourself go too!”

Seeing her crying so badly, Xiao Yi’s heart tightened into a ball.

He had made her so miserable and upset…

He did not know how to coax women. During the period when they lived together in Hong Kong, he had went along with her for whatever she wanted to do.

Yanran was actually very simple and easy to coax, but only when she still loved him.

But now, she wanted to stay away from him.

She no longer wanted there to be a ‘them’.