Chapter 1016 - I’ll Be By Your Side in The Future (2/2)
An Feng looked at the man who was pressed against her and her mind was confused. Her hands that were about to wrap around the man’s neck, pushed him away. “D-Don’t touch me!”
Helian Xiao saw An Feng’s pale face and fearful gaze, and looked out of the window too.
Seeming to have realized what she was thinking, he frowned.
Was she still afraid when it rained because of that incident that year?
Helian Xiao realized that it was her psychological trauma for many years. He knew that he could not be rash. If he could not get rid of her trauma, it would still act up when it rained in the future.
He had to take it slowly.
That year when he was drugged, he did not treat her well and ignored her screams, struggling and begging… He only regarded her as something for him to vent his needs on.
If it were any other inexperienced girl, it would also have traumatized her as well.
Helian Xiao patiently kissed An Feng’s eyes, nose, lips and sucked her earlobe, his low and husky voice soothing her. “Don’t be afraid, this time I won’t do that to you. I respect you. If you’re unwilling, I won’t force you.”
His lower abdomen was tight and it was difficult to continue holding it in. But she just had to say the words and he would not force her.
An Feng heard the thunder and her thoughts returned to that rainy night. For a moment, she was terrified and the deeply engraved pain and suffocation surged like a tidal wave.
Her body was trembling and just when she was unable to extricate herself from the painful memories, the man’s low and hoa.r.s.e voice sounded by her ear suddenly. “Don’t be afraid, I won’t hurt you…”
An Feng’s eyelashes fluttered and she looked up at the man on her. He was gently kissing her forehead like she was his greatest treasure. It was totally different from that rough man who ignored her wishes.
She felt cherished.
There was a gentle light sparkling in his eyes.
It was pouring outside, but the man in front of her was not that devil from before.
This man was gentle and patient.
Helian Xiao caressed the hair on her cheeks that were wet with sweat, his voice gentle. “I’ll be by your side whenever it rains in the future.”
The tears swimming around An Feng’s eyes fell in an instant.
Helian Xiao’s handsome face slowly became clear in her vision. The hands that were on his chest struggling slowly held his shoulders. “Don’t lie to me.”
“Mmm, I won’t lie to you.” He kissed her forehead. “I’ll make up for all that you’ve missed in the future.”
An Feng’s fearful and uneasy heart calmed down. Looking at the thunderstorm outside, for the first time, she did not have that panicked feeling that had agitated her heart all these years.
Once, because of him, she was afraid of such a night.
Now, because of him, she was no longer afraid.
He had hurt her before, but he also healed her.
Holding his strong and broad shoulders, she closed her eyes and came close to him. Almost without a pause or any hesitation, he kissed her the moment she approached.
It was domineering and wild, yet gentle, as if he was about to swallow her up. She sank into his kiss and responded to him affectionately.
Her response moved him more and more. He deepened the kiss and made her almost out of breath, her beautiful face turning red and looked too alluring.
His mellow and hoa.r.s.e voice entered her ears and hit An Feng’s brain. She did not control the soft moan that came out from her mouth and she held the man’s broad shoulders tightly. After her mind had turned blank, there was only buzzing in her ears as their bodies moved against each other together once again.