Part 1 (2/2)

”We all thought it for the best,” continued Mrs. Eppington meekly.

The girl spoke wearily without looking round.

”Oh! every silly thing that was ever done, was done for the best. _I_ thought it would be for the best, myself. Everything would be so simple if only we were not alive. Don't let's talk any more. All you can say is quite right.”

The silence continued for a while, the Dresden-china clock on the mantelpiece ticking louder and louder as if to say, ”I, Time, am here. Do not make your plans forgetting me, little mortals; I change your thoughts and wills. You are but my puppets.”

”Then what do you intend to do?” demanded Mrs. Eppington at length.

”Intend! Oh, the right thing of course. We all intend that. I shall send Harry away with a few well-chosen words of farewell, learn to love my husband and settle down to a life of quiet domestic bliss. Oh, it's easy enough to intend!”

The girl's face wrinkled with a laugh that aged her. In that moment it was a hard, evil face, and with a pang the elder woman thought of that other face, so like, yet so unlike--the sweet pure face of a girl that had given to a sordid home its one touch of n.o.bility. As under the lightning's flash we see the whole arc of the horizon, so Mrs. Eppington looked and saw her child's life. The gilded, over-furnished room vanished. She and a big-eyed, fair-haired child, the only one of her children she had ever understood, were playing wonderful games in the twilight among the shadows of a tiny attic. Now she was the wolf, devouring Edith, who was Red Riding Hood, with kisses. Now Cinderella's prince, now both her wicked sisters. But in the favourite game of all, Mrs. Eppington was a beautiful princess, bewitched by a wicked dragon, so that she seemed to be an old, worn woman. But curly-headed Edith fought the dragon, represented by the three-legged rocking-horse, and slew him with much shouting and the toasting-fork. Then Mrs. Eppington became again a beautiful princess, and went away with Edith back to her own people.

In this twilight hour the misbehaviour of the ”General,” the importunity of the family butcher, and the airs a.s.sumed by cousin Jane, who kept two servants, were forgotten.

The games ended. The little curly head would be laid against her breast ”for five minutes' love,” while the restless little brain framed the endless question that children are for ever asking in all its thousand forms, ”What is life, mother? I am very little, and I think, and think, until I grow frightened. Oh, mother, tell me, what is life?”

Had she dealt with these questions wisely? Might it not have been better to have treated them more seriously? Could life after all be ruled by maxims learned from copy-books? She had answered as she had been answered in her own far-back days of questioning. Might it not have been better had she thought for herself?

Suddenly Edith was kneeling on the floor beside her.

”I will try to be good, mother.”

It was the old baby cry, the cry of us all, children that we are, till mother Nature kisses us and bids us go to sleep.

Their arms were round each other now, and so they sat, mother and child once more. And the twilight of the old attic, creeping westward from the east, found them again.

The masculine duet had more result, but was not conducted with the _finesse_ that Mr. Eppington, who prided himself on his diplomacy, had intended. Indeed, so evidently ill at ease was that gentleman, when the moment came for talk, and so palpably were his pointless remarks mere efforts to delay an unpleasant subject, that Blake, always direct bluntly though not ill-naturedly asked him, ”How much?”

Mr. Eppington was disconcerted.

”It's not that--at least that's not what I have come about,” he answered confusedly.

”What have you come about?”

Inwardly Mr. Eppington cursed himself for a fool, for the which he was perhaps not altogether without excuse. He had meant to act the part of a clever counsel, acquiring information while giving none; by a blunder, he found himself in the witness-box.

”Oh, nothing, nothing,” was the feeble response, ”merely looked in to see how Edith was.”

”Much the same as at dinner last night, when you were here,” answered Blake. ”Come, out with it.”

It seemed the best course now, and Mr. Eppington took the plunge.

”Don't you think,” he said, unconsciously glancing round the room to be sure they were alone, ”that young Sennett is a little too much about the house?”

Blake stared at him.

”Of course, we know it is all right--as nice a young fellow as ever lived--and Edith--and all that. Of course, it's absurd, but--”

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