Part 19 (1/2)

”Vous etes charmante,” she said. ”But why don't you take off your hat and gloves?”

”What? you will allow me?” asked Varvara Pavlovna, and slightly, as though with emotion, clasped her hands.

”Of course, you will dine with us, I hope. I--I will introduce you to my daughter.” Marya Dmitrievna was a little confused. ”Well! we are in for it! here goes!” she thought. ”She is not very well to-day.”

”O ma tante, how good you are!” cried Varvara Pavlovna, and she raised her handkerchief to her eyes.

A page announced the arrival of Gedeonovsky. The old gossip came in bowing and smiling. Marya Dmitrievna presented him to her visitor. He was thrown into confusion for the first moment; but Varvara Pavlovna behaved with such coquettish respectfulness to him, that his ears began to tingle, and gossip, slander, and civility dropped like honey from his lips. Varvara Pavlovna listened to him with a restrained smile and began by degrees to talk herself. She spoke modestly of Paris, of her travels, of Baden; twice she made Marya Dmitrievna laugh, and each time she sighed a little afterwards, and seemed to be inwardly reproaching herself for misplaced levity. She obtained permission to bring Ada; taking off her gloves, with her smooth hands, redolent of soap a la guimauve, she showed how and where flounces were worn and ruches and lace and rosettes. She promised to bring a bottle of the new English scent, Victoria Essence; and was as happy as a child when Marya Dmitrievna consented to accept it as a gift. She was moved to tears over the recollection of the emotion she experienced, when, for the first time, she heard the Russian bells. ”They went so deeply to my heart,”

she explained.

At that instant Lisa came in.

Ever since the morning, from the very instant when, chill with horror, she had read Lavretsky's note, Lisa had been preparing herself for the meeting with his wife. She had a presentiment that she would see her.

She resolved not to avoid her, as a punishment of her, as she called them, sinful hopes. The sudden crisis in her destiny had shaken her to the foundations. In some two hours her face seemed to have grown thin.

But she did not shed a single tear. ”It's what I deserve!” she said to herself, repressing with difficulty and dismay some bitter impulses of hatred which frightened her in her soul. ”Well, I must go down!” she thought directly she heard of Madame Lavretsky's arrival, and she went down.... She stood a long while at the drawing-room door before she could summon up courage to open it. With the thought, ”I have done her wrong,” she crossed the threshold and forced herself to look at her, forced herself to smile. Varvara Pavlovna went to meet her directly she caught sight of her, and bowed to her slightly, but still respectfully.

”Allow me to introduce myself,” she began in an insinuating voice, ”your maman is so indulgent to me that I hope that you too will be... good to me.” The expression of Varvara Pavlovna, when she uttered these last words, cold and at the same time soft, her hypocritical smile, the action of her hands, and her shoulders, her very dress, her whole being aroused such a feeling of repulsion in Lisa that she could make no reply to her, and only held out her hand with an effort. ”This young lady disdains me,” thought Varvara Pavlovna, warmly pressing Lisa's cold fingers, and turning to Marya Dmitrievna, she observed in an undertone, ”mais elle est delicieuse!” Lisa faintly flushed; she heard ridicule, insult in this exclamation. But she resolved not to trust her impressions, and sat down by the window at her embroidery-frame. Even here Varvara Pavlovna did not leave her in peace. She began to admire her taste, her skill.... Lisa's heart beat violently and painfully. She could scarcely control herself, she could scarcely sit in her place. It seemed to her that Varvara Pavlovna knew all, and was mocking at her in secret triumph. To her relief, Gedeonovsky began to talk to Varvara Pavlovna, and drew off her attention. Lisa bent over her frame, and secretly watched her. ”That woman,” she thought, ”was loved by him.” But she at once drove away the very thought of Lavretsky; she was afraid of losing her control over herself, she felt that her head was going round.

Marya Dmitrievna began to talk of music.

”I have heard, my dear,” she began, ”that you are a wonderful performer.”

”It is long since I have played,” replied Varvara Pavlovna, seating herself without delay at the piano, and running her fingers smartly over the keys. ”Do you wish it?”

”If you will be so kind.”

Varvara Pavlovna played a brilliant and difficult etude by Hertz very correctly. She had great power and execution.

”Sylphide!” cried Gedeonovsky.

”Marvellous!” Marya Dmitrievna chimed in. ”Well, Varvara Pavlovna, I confess,” she observed, for the first time calling her by her name, ”you have astonished me; you might give concerts. We have a musician here, an old German, a queer fellow, but a very clever musician. He gives Lisa lessons. He will be simply crazy over you.”

”Lisaveta Mihalovna is also musical?” asked Varvara Pavlovna, turning her head slightly towards her.

”Yes, she plays fairly, and is fond of music; but what is that beside you? But there is one young man here too--with whom we must make you acquainted. He is an artist in soul, and composes very charmingly. He alone will be able to appreciate you fully.”

”A young man?” said Varvara Pavlovna: ”Who is he? Some poor man?”

”Oh dear no, our chief beau, and not only among us--et a Petersbourg. A kammer-junker, and received in the best society. You must have heard of him: Pans.h.i.+n, Vladimir Nikolaitch. He is here on a government commission ... future minister, I daresay!”

”And an artist?”

”An artist at heart, and so well-bred. You shall see him. He has been here very often of late: I invited him for this evening; I hope he will come,” added Marya Dmitrievna with a gentle sigh, and an oblique smile of bitterness.

Lisa knew the meaning of this smile, but it was nothing to her now.

”And young?” repeated Varvara Pavlovna, lightly modulating from tone to tone.

”Twenty-eight, and of the most prepossessing appearance. Un jeune homme acompli, indeed.”

”An exemplary young man, one may say,” observed Gedeonovsky.

Varvara Pavlovna began suddenly playing a noisy waltz of Strauss, opening with such a loud and rapid trill that Gedeonovsky was quite startled. In the very middle of the waltz she suddenly pa.s.sed into a pathetic motive, and finished up with an air from ”Lucia” Fra poco...