Part 8 (2/2)

”Yeah. But in the graveyard it was quieter. I'd bring my books, and sometimes a picnic lunch, and-”

”A lunch? That's sick. That's-”

”Is this it?” Jack asked, and Addie realized that they stood in front of Chloe's grave.

The last time she had seen it, it was bare earth, covered with roses and funeral baskets from well-wishers who could not offer explanations and so instead gave flowers. There was a headstone, now, too; white marble: CHLOE P PEABODY, 19791989. Addie turned her face up to Jack's. ”What do you think happens ... you know ... after you die?”

Jack stuffed his hands in the pockets of his coat and shrugged, silent.

”I used to hope that if we had to give up our old life, we'd get a new one.”

A huff of breath fell in the air between them, Jack's answer.

”Then ... after ... I didn't hope that at all. I didn't want Chloe to be anybody else's little girl.” Addie gently stepped off a rectangle around the grave. ”But she has to be somewhere, doesn't she?”

Jack cleared his throat. ”The Inuit say that the stars are holes in heaven. And every time we see the people we loved s.h.i.+ning through, we know they're happy.”

She watched Jack pull two unlikely blossoms from his pocket to lay on the grave. The bright heads of the chives that Delilah grew on the windowsill were a brilliant splash of purple against the headstone.

This time of night, the sky was flung wide open, stars spread like a story across the horizon. ”Those Inuit,” Addie said, tears running down her cheeks. ”I hope they're right.”

Addie's hands shook as she walked Jack to the apartment he shared with her father. Did he feel it, too, every time their shoulders b.u.mped up against each other? When he came into a room Addie was already in, did he notice the air squeezing more tightly around them? This was new to her, this sense that her bones were sized all wrong in the confines of her body. This feeling that you could be in the company of a man and not want to turn tail and run.

They reached the top of the stairs. ”Well,” Jack said, ”see you in the morning.” His hand moved to the doork.n.o.b.

”Wait,” Addie blurted out, and covered his fingers with her own. As she expected, he stilled. ”Thanks. For coming tonight.”

Jack nodded, then turned to the door again.

”Can I ask you something?”

”If it's about fixing the insulation on the receiving door, I meant to-”

”Not that,” Addie said. ”I wanted to know if you'd kiss me.”

She saw the surprise in his eyes. Apprehension rose from her skin like perfume.

”No,” Jack gently answered.

Addie could not breathe, she'd made such a fool of herself. Cheeks burning, she took a step backward, and came up against an unforgiving wall.

”I won't kiss you,” Jack added, ”but you can kiss me.”

”I-I can?” She had the odd sense that Jack was as uncertain about this as she was.

”Do you want to?”

”No,” Addie said, as she came up on her toes so that her lips could touch his.

It was all Jack could do to not embrace her. To let her trace the seam of his mouth, to open and feel her tongue press against his. He did not touch her, not when her hands lighted on his chest, not when her hair tickled his neck, not when he realized she tasted of coffee and loneliness.

This is the worst thing you could do, he told himself. This is going to get you in trouble. Again. This is going to get you in trouble. Again.

But he let Addie play the Fates, spinning out the length of the kiss and cutting it when she saw fit. Then he let himself into Roy's apartment, intent on crawling into bed and forgetting the last ten minutes of his life. He had just begun to cross the darkened living room when a light snapped on. Roy sat on the couch, in his robe and pajamas. ”You hurt my daughter,” he said, ”and I will kill you in your sleep.”

”I didn't touch your daughter.”

”Bulls.h.i.+t. I saw you kiss her, right through the keyhole.”

”You watched? watched? What are you, some kind of peeping Tom?” What are you, some kind of peeping Tom?”

”Well, what are you? you? Some kind of gigolo? You get yourself hired and boink the business owner, so that you can steal her money in the middle of the night and run?” Some kind of gigolo? You get yourself hired and boink the business owner, so that you can steal her money in the middle of the night and run?”

”First off, she she hired hired me me. And second, even if I was stupid enough to do something like that, don't you think I would have targeted the jewelry store owner or a banker?”

”Addie's better looking than any of them.”

Jack unzipped his coat and threw it angrily on a chair. ”Not that it's any of your business, but Addie kissed me.” me.”

”She ... she did?”

”Is it so hard to believe?”

The old man stood up, a smile playing over his face as he started back toward his bedroom. ”Actually,” he mused, ”it is.”

Jordan strolled through the doors of the Carroll County Superior Court, his eyes falling into the familiar routine of scanning rooms to see which ones were involved in hearings and skimming over the sorry souls awaiting their fifteen minutes of testimonial fame. He felt naked in his Oxford cloth s.h.i.+rt and pullover sweater-he who used to wear Armani to try cases.

It was not that he'd ever planned on leaving the law permanently; he had just wanted to get away from it for a little while, and Salem Falls was as good a place as any to lose oneself. He had the money to rest on his laurels for a year or two, after those last few cases he'd tried down near Bainbridge, which had been particularly enervating. Each direct examination and cross-examination grew harder and harder to force from his throat, until Jordan realized that his job had become a noose, notching tighter with each client he defended.

Maybe it hadn't been his job, though. Maybe it had been his relations.h.i.+p with his private investigator.

If anyone had told Jordan ten years ago that he'd want to get married again, he would have chuckled. If anyone had told him that the woman he chose would turn him down, he'd have laughed himself into a hernia. Yet that was exactly what Selena had done. Turned out her best investigative work had targeted Jordan himself-revealing human weaknesses he would rather never have learned.

He made his way to Bernie Davidson's office. The clerk of the court was always a useful person to know. He was responsible for scheduling cases, and access to that came in handy when you really wanted to take a trip to Bermuda in March. But more than that, he had the ear of every district judge, which meant that things could get done much more quickly than through the normal channels-a motion slipped right into a judge's hands, an emergency bail hearing stuffed into a jammed calendar. Jordan knocked once, then let himself inside, grinning widely when Bernie nearly fell out of his chair.

”Holy Christ-if it isn't the ghost of Jordan McAfee!”

Jordan shook the other man's hand. ”How you doing, Bernie?”

”Better than you,” he said, taking in Jordan's worn clothes and ragged haircut. ”I heard a rumor you moved to Hawaii.”

Jordan slipped into a chair across from Bernie's desk. ”How come those are the ones that are never true?”

”Where are you living now?”

”Salem Falls.”

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