Chapter 194 (1/2)
Su Xiaowan frowned, ”I won't.”
The man definitely looked at her, ”I don't believe it.”
Su Xiaowan's hair is in a mess. It looks like a stray cat she raised when she was a child. She was cold to everyone, but she was afraid that others would send her away, so she followed him closely.
Emotion is the most difficult thing to control in the world.
”It hurts.”
The man's strength is very great, crushing her skeleton in general, voice did not fall, Su Xiaowan immediately feel his shoulder loose.
Feng Yan followed Su Xiaowan into the bedroom, which is not a small three bedroom hall.
His eyes looked at a notebook on the sofa, which exploded directly.
”Don't take what you say online to heart.”
“……”
Su Xiaowan immediately went over and closed the computer.
The silver moonlight penetrated into the curtain. There was only one lamp in this place. The living room was empty. Su Xiaowan wanted to turn off the dazzling light, but Feng Yan held his hand directly.
His palms were warm, and his hands were long and powerful.
And she was cold because she had just taken a bath.
”Feng Yan, do you have a secret?”
“……”
She did not turn on the light, hoarse voice with a girl's pleasant taste, fell into the ears of the wind and rain.
As if I could feel her sadness and sadness from it
For a long time, he said, ”no matter what people outside say, I believe you...”
Su Xiaowan took a deep breath, leaning there, he still knew.
For a long time, she whispered, ”Feng Yan, you shouldn't believe it, because even I don't believe in myself.”
The man was silent, his voice was blocked up, ”I believe it.”
She looked at him, tall and handsome, ”did you see the news...”
”Why jump?”
After a long silence, she went to the living room and picked up two cans of iced beer she had bought downstairs.
She opened a can and took a swig. ”Maybe even I don't believe in myself. I did that...”
She turned her back to him in a very light voice, without any emotion.
”At the beginning, I wanted to jump off a building. Maybe when I died, people would not say that to me. At that time, they said, Su Xiaowan, how can you be so cruel? That's your mother...” her voice was very calm, stating the matter. ”In fact, at that time, I wanted to say to others that she was my mother. How could I push? I wanted to refute, I want to say it's not me, but none of them gave me a chance. ”
”Later, when I stood on the roof, I suddenly thought why I wanted to die? I'm not reconciled. How can I push my mother? I want to know the truth... ”
”At that time, I was very desperate. I felt that people all over the world were against me and said I was a murderer.”
”I'm hiding here alone crying, no one comforts me, so I comfort myself and tell myself that it will be ok...”
In such a night, Su Xiaowan talked about it for the first time. She didn't even talk about it.
Feng Yan is the first.
”Feng Yan, you don't have to feel sorry for me. I'm not really sorry, not at all.”
”I'm just sorry, I lied to you. I'm not a lady with a good life experience and no stain. My hands may be covered with blood...”
”Go to sleep.”
Su Xiaowan stares at him and finally says, ”Feng Yan, let's go here. I'm sorry, i... we haven't got a marriage certificate anyway. In your capacity, I'm sure we can find someone who's right... I'm sorry.”
He heard Su Xiaowan's voice, so low but still so clear, this sentence, is a statement, they will end, by her say pause.
The man's hand tightly holding the glass, the pieces of glass suddenly stabbed into his palm, the air with a trace of fishy smell, very strong.
Feng Yan is a hot tempered man.
Su Xiaowan had been waiting for a long time. She thought Feng Yan would be furious, but she didn't have the following. She didn't even have the scene of slamming the door.
It's like the calm before the storm.
”Feng...”
”Have you eaten yet?”
He suddenly changed the topic, let Su Xiaowan suddenly slow down, ”eat.”
”But I didn't eat it.”
The quiet living room can hear the sound of glass landing, clear and clear.
”There's a restaurant downstairs. Go and have some yourself.” Su Xiaowan doesn't know how to face Feng Yan. She wants to go back to her room to sleep. She's really a little sleepy, and the alcohol makes her feel confused.
But all of a sudden, the wrist was grasped by the man, and the hand was very strong. The sticky blood on the hand fell into her palm along his hand, and the stabbing glass fragment also penetrated into her palm.
”You want to escape.” The voice was low, ”you can't think about it!”
”Feng Yan!”
On the eyes, she knew that the fragments in Feng Yan's palm were deep again. She looked away a little guilty, but she was grabbed by the man.
Su Xiaowan takes a deep breath, looking at the man's palm, she is still ruthless.
She took the alcohol and said, ”open your hands.”
The man's hand this just obediently loosen, she found a tweezer, slightly clumsy looking for the broken glass in the heart of Feng Yan's hand.
Why does this irascible person always like to make himself black and blue.
She took the gauze and wrapped the man's hand tightly. After treating the wound, she waited for Feng Yan to leave.
But I didn't wait.