Part 63 (1/2)

LXV.

THE ENEMY IN THE REAR

A new week came in with animating spring weather. On Monday Fannie sat up, and on Tuesday, when John called, her own smile surprised him at the door, while Johanna's reflected it in the background.

He felt himself taken at a disadvantage. His unready replies to her lively promptings turned aimlessly here and there; his thoughts could neither lead nor follow them. The wine of her pretty dissembling went to his head; while the signs of chastening in her fair face joined strangely with her sprightliness in an obscure pathetic harmony that moved his heartstrings as he had felt youthfully sure they were never to be moved again. His late anger against Ravenel came back, and with it, to his surprise, the old tenderness for her, warmed by the anger and without the bitterness of its old chagrin. He found himself reminded of his letters to Johanna's distant mistress, but instantly decided that the two matters had nothing to do with each other, and gave himself rich comfort in this visible and only half specious fulfilment of his youth's long dream. The daily protection and care of this girl, her welcome, winsome gayeties and thanks, were his, his! with no one near to claim a division of shares and only honor to keep account with. His words were stumbling over these unconfessed distractions when she startled him by saying,

”I've telegraphed Jeff-Jack that I can travel.”

His response was half-resentful. ”Did the doctor say you might?”

She gave her tone a shade of mimicry. ”Yes, sir, the doctor said I might.” But she changed it to add, ”You'll soon be free, John; it's a matter of only two or three hours.” Her playfulness faded into a smile of gratefulest affection. Johanna, who was pa.s.sing into the next room, could not see it, but she easily guessed it by the slight disconcertion which showed through the smile he gave back.

He dropped his eyes pensively. ”To be free isn't everything.”

”It is for you just now, John, mighty nearly. You've got a great work before you, and----”

”Oh, yes, so I've heard.” He laughed apologetically and rose to go.

”You don't need to be reminded as badly as you used to,” said Fannie, retaining his hand and looking into his face with open admiration.

”You'll start East to-day, won't you?”

”That depends.”

”Now, John, it doesn't do any such thing. It mustn't!”

”I'll let you know later,” said John, freeing his grasp. The pressure of her little hand had got into his pulse. He hurried away.

”She's right,” he pondered, as he walked down the populous street, beset by a vague discomfort, ”it mustn't depend. Besides, she's pretty sure not to stay here. It wouldn't be Jeff-Jack's way to come back; he'll wire to her to come to him at once. Reckon I'll decide now to go on that Was.h.i.+ngton express this evening. I can't afford to let my movements depend on F-Fannie's--hem! Heaven knows I've taxed the company's patience enough already.”

He told the regretful clerks at his hotel that this was his farewell day with them, and tried to feel that he had thus burned the last bridge between himself and indiscretion. He only succeeded in feeling as you and I--and Garnet--used to feel when we had told our purpose to others and fibbed to ourselves about the motive. But Garnet had got far beyond that, understand.

So Vice-President March went to the day's activities paying parting calls from one private office to another in the interest of Widewood's industrial colonization. He bought his railroad ticket--returnable in case any unforeseen----

”Oh, that's all right, President March: yes, sir; good-day, sir.”

At his hotel shortly after noon he found a note. He guessed at its contents. ”She takes the same train I do.” He forced himself to frown at the amusing yet agreeable accident. But his guess was faulty; the note read:

”I return immediately to Suez, where Jeff-Jack will arrive by the end of the week.”

And thereupon John had another feeling known to us all--the dull shame with which we find that fate has defrauded us for our own good. However, he hurried to Fannie and put himself into her service with a gay imperiousness delightful to both and apparently amusing to the busy Johanna. By and by the music-teacher helped also, making Fannie keep her rocking-chair, and, as Mr. March came and went, dropped little melodious, regretful things to him privately about his own departure.

Once she said that nothing gave her so much happiness as answering pleasant letters; but John only wondered why women so often talk obviously without any aim whatever!

”Well,” at length he said to Fannie, ”I'll go now and get myself off.

Your train starts from the same station mine does; I'll say good-by there.”