Part 11 (1/2)

”Judge March, your wife should go back home. There's no danger, and a sick-room to a person of her----”

”Ecstastic spirit--” said the Judge.

”Exactly--would be only----”

”Yes,” said the Judge, and Mrs. March went. To Fannie the doctor said,

”If he were a man I would have no hope, but a boy hangs to life like a cat, and I think he'll get well, entirely well. Move him home? Oh, not for a month!”

Notwithstanding many pains, it was a month of heaven to John, a heaven all to himself, with only one angel and no church. As long as there was danger she was merely cheerful--cheerful and beautiful. But when the danger pa.s.sed she grew merry, the play of her mirth rising as he gained strength to bear it. He loved mirth, when others made it, and always would have laughed louder and longer than he did but for wondering how they made it. A great many things he said made others laugh, too, but he could never tell beforehand what would or wouldn't. He got so full of happiness at times that Fannie would go out for a few moments to let him come back to his ordinary self.

Two or three times, when she lingered long outside the door, she explained on her return that Mr. Ravenel had come to ask how he was.

Once Halliday met this visitor in the Ladies' Entrance, departing, and with a suppressed smile, asked, ”Been to see how 'poor Johnnie' is?”

”Ostensibly,” said the young man, and offered a cigar.

The General overtook Fannie in the hallway. He shook his head roguishly.

”Cruel sport, Fan. He'll make the even dozen, won't he?”

”Oh, no, he'd like to make me his even two dozen, that's all.”

When the day came for the convalescent to go home, he was not glad, although he had laughed much that morning. As he lay on the bed dressed and waiting, he was unusually pale. Only Fannie stood by him. Her hand was in both his. He shut his eyes, and in a desperate, earnest voice said, under his breath, ”Good-by!” And again, lower still,--”Good-by!”

”Good-by, Johnnie.”

He looked up into her laughing eyes. His color came hot, his heart pounded, and he gasped, ”S-say m-my John! Won't you?”

”Why, certainly. Good-by, my Johnnie.” She smiled yet more.

”Will--will”--he choked--”will you b-be my--k--Fannie--when I g-get old enough?”

”Yes,” she said, with great show of gravity, ”if you'll not tell anybody.” She held him down by gently stroking his brow. ”And you must promise to grow up such a perfect gentleman that I'll be proud of my Johnnie when”--She smiled broadly again.

--”Wh-when--k--the time comes?”

”I reckon so--yes.”

He sprang to his knees and cast his arms about her neck, but she was too quick, and his kiss was lost in air. He flashed a resentful surprise, but she shook her head, holding his wasted wrists, and said, ”N-no, no, my Johnnie, not even you; not Fannie Halliday, o-oh no!” She laughed.

”Some one's coming!” she whispered. It was Judge March. His adieus were very grateful. He called her a blessing.

She waved a last good-by to John from the window. Then she went to her own room, threw arms and face into a cus.h.i.+oned seat and moaned, so softly her own ear could not catch it--a name that was not John's.

XIV.

A MORTGAGE ON JOHN

As John grew sound and strong he grew busy as well. The frown of purpose creased at times his brow. There was a ”perfect gentleman” to make, and only a few years left for his making if he was to be completed in the stipulated time. Once in a while he contrived an errand to Fannie, but it was always in broad day, when the flower of love is never more than half open. The perfect transport of its first blossoming could not quite return; the p.r.o.noun ”my” was not again paraded. Only at good-by, her eyes, dancing the while, would say, ”It's all right, my Johnnie.”