Part 28 (1/2)
'But that does not, in one way, much signify,' replied her mother. 'Once Jacinth knows all about them she will feel as we do: your father and I do not know any of them personally. It is not as friends of ours that I would in any way plead their cause with their own near relation.'
'No, of course not,' said Frances. But still she did not seem satisfied.
'Jacinth has always been so afraid of vexing Lady Myrtle by seeming to interfere,' she said. 'And even Aunt Alison said it was better not.'
'Very likely not. You are both too young to have it in your power to do anything. Still, I am sure you have lost no opportunity of speaking highly of the girls whom you _do_ think so highly of.'
'Yes,' said Frances, quietly. 'I have done that. But somehow, mamma, I have vexed Ja.s.s about it several times. I shouldn't like her to think I had ”spoilt” your first evening, by beginning about the Harpers. That's what she might say.'
'I will give her no reason for being vexed with you, dear. I can understand her fear of vexing Lady Myrtle--I feel the same myself--and when I tell her, Jacinth, all about it, it will be in no way mixed up with you, Francie. She will only need to understand the whole thing thoroughly to agree with us.'
And Frances fell asleep in happy confidence that 'mamma' would put it all right. How delightful it was to have her at hand to lean upon!
But Mrs Mildmay had spoken rather more confidently about Jacinth than she quite felt. Frances's words reminded her of the cold, unsympathising way in which her elder daughter had alluded in her letters to the Harpers; after knowing all that Frances had written to her mother.
'Jacinth is thoughtful and considerate beyond her years,' thought she, 'but I do trust she is no way selfish or calculating. Oh no, that is impossible. I must not be fanciful. Marmy warned me that I might find her self-contained and even self-opinionated, but that is very different from anything mean or selfish. It is sad, all the same, to know nothing of one's own child for one's self, at first hand. Whatever the poor Harpers' trials have been,' she went on, as Frances had once said to Bessie, 'at least they have been spared this terrible, unnatural separation.'
And the thought brought back to her again the task that was before her on the morrow. She was not a little nervous about it. 'But I must not delay,' she said to herself. 'If anything is to be done to help them in this present crisis, it must be at once. And I promised Mrs Lyle not to put off. I wonder when I shall have the best chance of a good talk with Lady Myrtle. Alison is coming over in the morning, she said. Naturally she is anxious to hear all about Frank. I wish it had not happened that I was obliged to begin upon a certainly _painful_, a possibly offensive topic with the dear old lady just at the very first! And when she is so very, very good to us!'
But Eugenia Mildmay was not the type of woman to shrink from what she believed to be an undoubted duty because it was painful to herself, or even to others.
'Dear little Frances,' was almost her last waking thought, 'I feel as if I already understood _her_ perfectly. And oh, I do hope I shall be wise and judicious with my Ja.s.sie too.'
Every trace of fatigue had vanished from Mrs Mildmay's bright face when they all met at breakfast the next morning; the 'all' including Lady Myrtle, who had now begun again to come down early, since the fine mild weather had, for the time, dispelled her chronic bronchitis. She looked round the table with a beaming face.
'It is long since I have had such a party at breakfast,' she said.
'Never before, I think, indeed, since I have been settled at Robin Redbreast, and that is a good while ago. To make it perfect we only want your husband, Eugenia, whom you know, I have never seen.'
'Well, I hope it will not be very long before you do see him; and I can a.s.sure you he is very eager to see you, dear Lady Myrtle,' replied Mrs Mildmay.
'_How_ like mamma is to Frances!' thought Jacinth. It struck her even more forcibly this morning than the day before.
'Is Colonel Mildmay dark or fair? Does he resemble his sister?' inquired the old lady.
Mrs Mildmay considered.
'No; I scarcely think so,' she said. 'And yet there is a family likeness. The odd thing is, as I was saying, that though Jacinth ”takes after” my mother's family so decidedly, yet she is more like the Mildmays than either Francie or Eugene.'
'I don't see it, I confess,' said Lady Myrtle drily, and Mrs Mildmay caught for the first time a glimpse of the cold manner the old lady could a.s.sume if not altogether well pleased. But in less than an instant Lady Myrtle seemed herself to regret it. 'I mean to say I see no resemblance in Jacinth to Miss Alison Mildmay. Of course I cannot judge as to her having any to her father.'
'Papa has dark hair, like Ja.s.s,' said Frances. 'But he's very nice-looking.'
'The ”but” doesn't sound very complimentary to me, Francie,' said Jacinth laughingly; and her mother, glancing at her, was struck by the wonderful charm of the smile that overspread her face.
'I wasn't thinking of you that way,' said Frances, bluntly. 'I was thinking of Aunt Alison.'
'Aunt Alison's not pretty,' said Eugene. 'Her's too--not smiley enough, not like mamma.'
'Eugene!' said his mother. But Eugene did not seem at all snubbed.
'_a propos_ of Miss Alison Mildmay,' said Lady Myrtle, 'she is coming to see you to-day, is she not? She must be anxious to hear all about her brother.'